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Bhryn Astairre
Guest
A page taken from a diary it appears, the date curled in small unreadable runes into one corner which glitter as the light ghosts over it, a darkened silver. The paper is white but made from a strange substance, as if the pressing process included small lavendar flowers that lend the paper spots of colour here and there. The writing over it is in simple black ink, smudged by an incareful hand here and there but by no means making the page unreadable. Only blurred by emotion:
There's just silence, such sad silence
Where words filled the gaps.
I don't know and I don't care
Why, where... or even mayhaps.
They say it's alright because I'm here
I'm not dead: but it's gone.
It's all gone and I wonder, I fear
Where I'll drift next, alone.
There's only faces I don't know anymore
In my head, they're dead:
A stupid cliche upon their pouting lips
But not one hears what I said.
They say it's alright because she's safe,
She's happier where she is.
It's all burnt away in the hatred
Of who I am, you know this.
So God, do you hear me?
Do you know who I am?
Can you hear me, can you save me?
Come on, God, here I am.
There's no rhyming or a reason
Just the flash of brief love.
I don't know why this happened, sincere
My heart crumbles. Up above
You can stay warm and safe, stay
Where you don't know life.
A little grief won't shatter the heart
Of a woman born to strife.
Cup the silence to my ears and surround
The dark cries of dreams.
Fall over with a sad little smile, breathe out:
This can't be what it seems.
You can stay right where you want
But I cant stay here.
Tool of a city, pawn of a cold God:
But I must leave there.
So God, do you know me?
Do you fear who I am?
Can you hear me, can you save me?
Come on, God, here I am.
Oh great Lord, I don't know me,
Distant, cold star.
You can't hear me, nor save me:
Only regret what you are.
So come on God...
Can you save me?
~ -;-@ ~
There's just silence, such sad silence
Where words filled the gaps.
I don't know and I don't care
Why, where... or even mayhaps.
They say it's alright because I'm here
I'm not dead: but it's gone.
It's all gone and I wonder, I fear
Where I'll drift next, alone.
There's only faces I don't know anymore
In my head, they're dead:
A stupid cliche upon their pouting lips
But not one hears what I said.
They say it's alright because she's safe,
She's happier where she is.
It's all burnt away in the hatred
Of who I am, you know this.
So God, do you hear me?
Do you know who I am?
Can you hear me, can you save me?
Come on, God, here I am.
There's no rhyming or a reason
Just the flash of brief love.
I don't know why this happened, sincere
My heart crumbles. Up above
You can stay warm and safe, stay
Where you don't know life.
A little grief won't shatter the heart
Of a woman born to strife.
Cup the silence to my ears and surround
The dark cries of dreams.
Fall over with a sad little smile, breathe out:
This can't be what it seems.
You can stay right where you want
But I cant stay here.
Tool of a city, pawn of a cold God:
But I must leave there.
So God, do you know me?
Do you fear who I am?
Can you hear me, can you save me?
Come on, God, here I am.
Oh great Lord, I don't know me,
Distant, cold star.
You can't hear me, nor save me:
Only regret what you are.
So come on God...
Can you save me?
~ -;-@ ~