Scala Caeli

Bhryn

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Into the dawn of tomorrow, fade the day.
Take all that I am and throw it all away.
Let all the struggles which I have sought
Be cast aside or by hands, be bought
For hallowed places where I once rested
Burn them down with a heart arrested.
The promise of someday dies on the eve
Where fireflies gather lies no reprieve
And all I was and all that I could have been
Be given back to those childhood dreams.
Sorrow the face of beauty so bright
That stole away into the uncaring night
To torment my soul and shatter me so,
To follow the vision wherever it goes
Be it into the ethereal realm of the dead
Or living but not living, only breathing instead.
The sunshine that smiles once in sometime
Lies broken and dazed, no rhyme
Or pillar of song may bring her back.
Tomorrow, cruel tomorrow, all that I lack.
Loves gone, friends gone and family
Carve their names on a plaque in memory
For that's all that is left. A name.
But engraved with love, all the same.
Like to like, in a book or stone high
My name be carved until when I die
Alone. Always alone and that tragedy
Is simply simplistic and expected of me.
Closing eyes to the world of blood
And death and falling, as none should
To passing; I take the dream I shared
With no one else, a secret prepared
For myself alone and with that set it
Free. Someone else can keep that bit
Of what I was, or what I should have
Been. In everything, given, I gave.
When dawn comes, I won't see
The misty morning or the rosy lee
Or the mountains wreathed in icy shawl
That blows the morning wind to crawl
And rise the sun, haul it up high
On a land that demands, live and die.
A heart with scars in my chest
It beats somehow, it never rests,
Painful beating and painful feeling
Let it lie still for a moment, healing.
But it will never heal nor ever pause
Only drum insistent on the smallest clause
And contract me into a life so bleak
That Gods and alike, can watch me weep.

So watch me weep, so watch me fall
So watch me die for you all;
And when I am gone, there is no tomorrow
And in my heart, only endless sorrow.

~ B ~​
 

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Alek

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(( Please do not put OOC commentary here. This is an IC area of the boards. - Trelian))
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((Wall of Text crits you for 42,000 damage.
You die.
Try again? y/n))

((that was very interesting, and touching somehow, good job B.))
 
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Bhryn

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Another note graces the boards, along the line of fire where her previous notes have stood and stand yet, fluttering in breezes and waiting out the chill of winter seasons to turn to warmer days. The paper is warm to the touch, unlike the cold surroundings it lies upon, hued soft orange pale and written upon with neat script in dark inks.

When she is sleeping, her face is at rest
Her heart beats gently inside her breast
And feathery breath blows winds so sweet
Passion of parting, make her complete
And where she is not, I talk to the rain.

Where she is dreaming I cannot follow
The lands of her fantasy are fulfilled yet hollow,
In darkness her wishes cry out for the light
But she cannot seperate it from the night,
And where I fail, I talk to the rain.

Why she is crying I cannot yet say
But the smile on her face remains the same,
Forgives me for staying, forgives me for going
For everything I blamed myself for not doing,
And when she is gone, I talk to the rain.

In shadows I see her, the wind sings her song
Her voice still with me and yet, she is gone.
The flashes of something too perfect to keep,
The memories of her laughter tormenting my sleep
And when I am broken, I talk to the rain.

I begged on my knees, I prayed to my Lord
I'd give up my life if that would afford
The mistakes I have made to be rectified
To take me instead, so that I died;
And when He is silent, I talk to the rain.

Weeks pass, months pass, years roll on by
But dreams and the visions still plague my eyes
A soft voice is spoken, I cannot believe
That He granted it finally, my hope, my reprieve
And when she is there, I talk to the rain.

So fear my anger, how much could I hate
The person inside me, this twisted fate?
Tangled in threads but woven so true
The path made of thorns that led me to you,
And when she is singing, I talk to the rain.

And when she is singing,
And when she is there,
My tears and my laughter
My heart beating fair,
She eases my suffering, my long standing pain
Speaking so softly, I talk to the rain.

B xxxx​
 

Bhryn

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For Xanto

Pinned to the message board, with the clear header that says 'To Xanto' is a small parchment note, where words in indigo ink fall and caress the page lovingly.

A fairer heart was never more won
Than that disclosed with the dying sun;
Where waters run in gold and red
There on your shoulder, rest my head.
The sun is fading beyond the skyline
And hand in yours, forever mine
This moment, no one can keep
The price to steal it is far too steep.
Can you see the sky which shimmers?
With starry eyes, how they glimmer
Twinkling in their vigil, night long
And sighing with some sad song
But I hear it not, fall on deaf ears
Or shade perhaps in my wishful tears
That tomorrow might come never
And this night last forever.
The sun has fallen with celestial choir
Sinking still with a slice of fire
To peek over the horizon at us both
Lazily watching with sloth
That we can stay here, as if to rest
This place of dreams is sweetly blessed.
So dreaming still I reach for you
And hope tomorrow will just do.
So dream then, of me, of me only
Whilst somewhere out there, I am yet lonely
And loving you, loving only you
With a heart that was won, true.

All my love - Bhryn xxx
 

Xanto

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Pins up a note under Bhyrn's recent poem.

This is amazing, hlafé. I do hope our moments can last forever and I'm sure they will, deep inside. Don't forget... you've got my love too.

Xanto
 

Bhryn

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A little note pinned under it;

Thank you for the wonderful weekend away - it really did feel good to relax, even if for a bit. I have a bit of business to take care of in the day today, but I hope to see you this evening.

Ir hlafé vue,

B xxx
 


Xanto

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Bhryn said:
A little note pinned under it;

Thank you for the wonderful weekend away - it really did feel good to relax, even if for a bit. I have a bit of business to take care of in the day today, but I hope to see you this evening.

Ir hlafé vue,

B xxx

Pinned underneath is a smaller note:

I enjoyed the time away as well, especially since it was with you. Sorry I missed you last eve but I hope to see you on this one.

Your hlafé,
Xanto
 


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