Restlessness

Restlessness

Restlessness

Thoughts whispered, in muted silence
Long days, in rebellious acquiesence

Numbers burned, within my mind
Serenity's quiet, hard to find

Night-time calls, return to still
Strong yearning, fight for will

Rumbling sound, a voice unheard
Only needed, was a word

Empty feeling, no more games
And no longer, words that maim

Burning pyre, this unseemly connection
Ego bruised, couldn't give affection

Time constraints, you wanted more
Thousand apologies, couldn't do more

Sighing held, end of night
Moonlights twinkle, knows my plight

Heavy heart, sleep come soon
Sleep escapes, I watch the moon

Sadness invades, my whole eve
It's not easy, this web we weave

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Feeling confused, Thoughts are dazed
Muddling through, it's all crazed.

Hearts content, you're my cornerstone
Wandering eyes, no longer roam

Blissful feeling, I can't contain
Present day, the passions reign

Walk around, half lucid state
Newly inspired, strong desire invigorates

Continuous indulgement, no longer applies
Loving anew, we both familiarize

Small glance, becomes an intense gaze
Devilishly handsome, you still amaze

Shared laugh, joke or two
Sexy smile, begin to woo

Satisfying pleasure, for body and senses
Racing forward, getting past all pretenses

Searching for, a quiet alcove
Peaceful quiet, we're sculpting love

~Lace Letharia~

Copyrighted BNM 2003

Burning need, a strange fire
Dont understand, this luring desire

Crazy feel, this unbiddened lust
Don't want, to lose his trust

Heart hammering, knees are trembling
Hands jittering, eyes are watering

Words are stumbling out

Fired up, pent feel released
Couldn't help, his company appeased

Pitiful sorry, makes no excuse
Selfish whim, need our truce

Curiousity finds ,Love entangled duress
Actions performed, cursed with bitterness

Sweeties Kiss, makes love not
Common interests, battles waged and fought

Unsure of, how and why
Tragically sad, how embers die

Days ago, was a spark
Yesterdays folly, left a mark

Acerbic smile, and shoulders straight
Walking slowly, this is her fate.

Love's irony bliss

The world moves with its mysterious wonders only giving up its reasons at random. Did I listen carefully enough and truthfully I did not. Now with the memories few and far between thoughts, it rained down on me one day.

Two words echo within my mind. My love, my heart, my kismet soul knows them well. They enter intimately into my conscious stripping me of coherent thought. I remember those words, the deep reverberation when spoken aloud. I was undone, I felt that unravelling begin to unfold. I recognized the words, they stirred something deeply within. I remember the exquisite vibration of your voice, in my dream, in my waking. The feeling inscribed struck deep chords that began a soft serenade, a heavenly resonation.

Footsteps long not listened for, began to whisper again, the soft thud, the deliberate slow tread of grace and powerful strides. I longed for it, I realized that I long for you still.

~Mon Coeur

Written words, cannot compare
Life loves, lives, shadow's glare
Erratic times, moves by so fast
Illusive love, arrows gone uncast
Heart stirring, emotions at war
S'il Vous plait, let me love you some more
Impression burned, to the seduction at play
Magnificently dominant, you took your way
Stars danced, shone brilliant and vibrant
Moonlights twinkle, faded to day reluctant

Time sifts, through winding days
Succulet flowers, swaying heated rays
Petals awakening, to each sun kiss
Opening warmth, desired longing wish
Heavenly gates, suddenly pours down
Torrential storm, awarded a crown
Prickle of thorns, did love cast cruel
Knave of hearts, played us the fool
Loves grasp, beyond my reach
Feelings numb, now words my niche

To old love and new love, let love bliss ring true.
~Lace Letharia~

Searching

Searching Always

You're more than a thought

You're more than my imagination

You're an imprint upon my mind body and soul

I close my eyes to your perfection



Nightly I deny the fear, just and the desire

Two of those are so easily spoken and explained

And the other, well...

It's just...

It's just your words, your thoughts, the expression on your face

It's just your eyes, your hands, the complete sensation of you

It's just your incredible smile, and the sound of your voice



There was a time I needed you, now i just want you

Why oh why does time conspire with such devilry?

What is meant to be?

What will be will be?

What are these?

Why must I let the leaves fall wherever they may?


~Lace Letharia~ Aka BNM June 12.04

random thoughts

Why do i feel the way i do.....

Why do you do what you do to me...

Why do i love you....

unconditionally...

No questions, no stories, simplicity...

It'll never be...

I mourn...

I love you silently, in a quiet place...

Murmured dreams

Once upon a time, there was love resplendent.

Worlds collided and merged with such unexpected vigour and passion.

Eyes sought and found the opposite mirror to one's soul.

Life, love, bliss, only words to a beginning of so many tales to unfold.

Smiles and laughter became words renewed in your presence.

Life resounded behind each visual and sound.

Windows now free of shades, shone such a beautiful luminescent light.

Oh, how such a touch, a glance can strike chords so deep.

The presence of love sat magnificently behind every moment.

Each sigh, each movement sleek and rife with contentment.

My love, My love, know how much I love you so.

April 15, 2005.

Lace Aka BNM

Whimsical Notions

Captured daydreams, in my hands
Brief glimpses, of new lands

Woe n Woe, this uneasy tide
Strangled laughter, I can't abide

New sensations, fear and hesitation
Can't stand, this new trepidation

Searching thoughts, memories flow free
Wondering when, I'll stop feeling sorry

Selfish thoughts, can't help arise
Sorrier now, there was no lies

Cutting corners, without any slack
Don't expect, my hunna back

Dreaming now, curled up in
Ideas of love, the perfect whim

~Lace Letharia~
BNM 2005

Love is not so blind

Love is not so blind.
Love is not the safety haven of forever.
I once thought it was.

Love can be so many things.
It can breath life.
It can suck the life out of you.

When one thinks of love,
You think it synonymous to hope, strength and faith.
Yet it can also be fleeting, whimisical and rash.

Love can be acted upon before really thought through.
It can move like the seasons.
Fast and furious.
Changing day to day.

Years even can drift by so quickly,
Flit by much like love can and will.
It will if you don't seize the opportunity.

Love can dance and weave in front of you in a whimsical fashion.
It can also draw a smile from even the most unlikliest hearts.
If you don't stand up and dance, get a grip on that chance,
The fire, the light, that spark dims.

It fades into another winter,
Another spring,
Another summer and fall.

This is where loves bring me now.

Or ...

Perhaps I'll wake tomorrow and find it all dream.

23.07.06
BNM
aka
Lace_Letharia

An excerpt

An excerpt or testimony to something grander
then this moment.

I dare not write that the life we lead may be false.

For that leads to a new creation of oneself,
and that leads to admiration.

Yet the words continue to haunt me.

How can we live this lie?

The truth can lead us to freedom.

The truth has always been more then the facade
we find ourselves in.

The true test has always been your weakness
to my strength.

For this moment, I'll stand and bask in the truth.

The truth that there has never been anything more truer
then you and I. Then Us.

In this lifetime, our happiness is to each other.

To our Love, our lives.

I love you now, I love you still.
BNM Aug 14, 2006