It stops you from talking about D&D here, in the main community of EN World. Sure, you can talk about D&D elsewhere, if you can find people elsewhere to talk to about it, but the main community is no longer available for the activity you previously enjoyed.
Of course not. A large part of that time was spent trying to enjoy the current edition despite it not meeting my preferences. Didn't work out, but I refuse to believe I didn't try hard enough because the result weren't positive.
Two things:
1) I feel 1.5 years of genuinely playing a game counts as "looking at things to see if you find a way to like it".
2) what I really want is to play a game I find fun, and to run a game I find fun, and to model a setting using rules that provide a level of sim I prefer. If I just...