Angelsboi said:well the odd thing is for the few weeks ago, i became VERY self destructive after getting massivly depressed. I was doing several party drugs, out every night, wearing myself down and missing my meds.
somewhow ....
but thats all stopped when i realized I was scarred and didnt want to die. this isnt eaxactly the best thing for me to deal with.
Dinkeldog said:Ryan, you need a support group, and friends that will stop you before you do something self-destructive.
Angelsboi said:thats all stopped when i realized I was scarred and didnt want to die. this isnt eaxactly the best thing for me to deal with.
Angelsboi said:Well i started all of the process yesterday and soon all will be well.
I got my new weight (im back to 101) and my T Cells went from 10 to 70 and my viral load from, greater than 750,000+ to 9260
In another month, ill be undetectable.
I havent even been on my meds for a full month yet.
Im not out of the woods yet and darker times will be coming, im sure. But im on my way.
leeann_the_lame said:When people offer you favors, take them up on it. If your mom offers to visit and take care of you, let her. People offer to come over to entertain you, let them. Someone offers to shop for you, let him (or her). Let people help you. They're offering because they want to.