The_Universe
First Post
I'm just catching up with this one - all I can think of to say is Oh. My. God. You, my friend, appear to have stepped out of reality into the strange shadow dimension where old Jerry Springer episodes go to die.
I admire you for wanting to stick it out. I once felt the same in a similar (but far less extreme) instance in my own life. As soon as you get a chance, sit back and think - really think - about what's going on, here. The woman who brought you across the Atlantic has, in the interim, been joined to another man both figuratively and literally. Why are you still there?
You don't have to answer these questions for us. But you do have to answer them for yourself...hopefully, the answers you come up with will not only make sense to you, but also be comprehensible to others. It's not perfect, but its a good way to get a sanity check sometimes.
Nonetheless, what I really think will happen is that if you ask yourself those questions seriously, with the maturity you profess to have, you'll find that you've stepped into a situation you don't need.
In the words of wise Arthur, often thought to have been born and raised in the very Wales in which you find yourself:
"Run away! Run away!"
I admire you for wanting to stick it out. I once felt the same in a similar (but far less extreme) instance in my own life. As soon as you get a chance, sit back and think - really think - about what's going on, here. The woman who brought you across the Atlantic has, in the interim, been joined to another man both figuratively and literally. Why are you still there?
You don't have to answer these questions for us. But you do have to answer them for yourself...hopefully, the answers you come up with will not only make sense to you, but also be comprehensible to others. It's not perfect, but its a good way to get a sanity check sometimes.
Nonetheless, what I really think will happen is that if you ask yourself those questions seriously, with the maturity you profess to have, you'll find that you've stepped into a situation you don't need.
In the words of wise Arthur, often thought to have been born and raised in the very Wales in which you find yourself:
"Run away! Run away!"