You're not alone. I did AL for quite a while, I've tried a couple of published adventures and it just doesn't work for me. I just want to go off script way too often for one thing. Unless you have everything memorized you don't know what you're going to screw up.
I'd rather do my own sandbox campaign. It works better and, frankly, it's a ton less work for me.
I'd rather do my own sandbox campaign. It works better and, frankly, it's a ton less work for me.