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Message: <blockquote data-quote="orchid blossom" data-source="post: 6249468" data-attributes="member: 12815">"Maracita, I am not ready for that commitment. when I chose to be educated and pursue a career, I knew that love or marriage was far less likely for me. Now, it might be in my future. But I have a lot of adjusting of my expectations to do. I told you last night I wasn't ready to be a lead on this kind of dig. I need more experience.I need more experience in life before I decide if I will be a wife, too. And marrying Cal isn't just become a wife. Now, it's becoming Lady Stuart. It's becoming a part of aristocracy, even if it's a minor part. It's taking on a lot of new responsibilities that I'm not sure I want.I just hope if he does intend to ask, he doesn't do it in some public place where we will be forced into a long engagement while we wait for both of us to be ready."</blockquote>