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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Aaron L" data-source="post: 2720513" data-attributes="member: 926">i dont know what to do anymore.  i dont have any hope left of ever meeting anyone.  im 29 and have never had a girl even remotely attracted to me, despite going out and trying to meet people as much as i can.  ive been told im good looking.  ive been told im fun to be around.  ive been told im too nice.  i have no self confidence, but how do you have self confidence when you know that theres something so fundamentally repulsive about you to cause you to be 29 years old and never so much as kissed a woman?  ive tried asking people what i need to change abuot myself, and i never get a straight answer.  is it just that im nice, shy, meek, and polite, and these arent things that women want in a man?  my very personailty is just so unmanly that the very idea of a romantic relationship with me is a joke?  i dont know what to do anymore.  ive lost all hope and dont have much to live for if this is how my life is going to be.  all ive ever wanted since i was a teenager was someone to love me, and ive never had anything even remotely resembling it.  i used to be able to hide behind roleplaying and smother my pain in games, but i dont even have that anymore, everyone i gamed with having decided im not worth the effort to even speak to anymore.  i post it here becuse i have no friends left, and no one i can talk too.  i dont expect any answers, because i know there arent any.  but the pain is just too much and i need to yell, or scream, or even just complain to someone.  so i drink and hope to fall asleep and sometimes wish i wouldnt wake up in the morning.</blockquote>

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