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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Aaron L" data-source="post: 2728083" data-attributes="member: 926">well, i didnt get drunk alone.  i went out to get drunk.  there werent any women that were unnattended, so to say.  i stayed there for 3 hours.  but after  a while of sitting by myself drinking i got bored and depressed and walked back home (i cant drive, i walk everywhere <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />)i dont have much to talk about with people, beyond people saying that they like the music i play (i tend to take over the jukebox when im out, and i have varied and i guess good taste in music.  at leats i get complimented on it a lot.)but i went out, and i did look, and i was approachable (at least i thought i was, the shallow skanks around here are a bit picky, tho)  I went out and tried, i really did!i think my best bet is to stop caring at all.  it aint gonna happen, so what the hell am i trying for?  tonight i got an email making me pretty much stop caring about the whole damn thing.  other people can have it, ill just make myself content to lay here and rot.or something.  i dont care.  maybe this weekend.  but weekends theres such a crowd that i freak out and hyperventilate if i try to go out alone.  if i dont have at least one friend along as an escort i seriously panic.  and my friend that i usually go out with has pretty much decided im not worth her time anymore, i guess.</blockquote>

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