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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Aaron L" data-source="post: 2729011" data-attributes="member: 926">well all, i DO plan on trying to chnge, and i have been listening (ok, reading) the advice, and i really appreciate it.  its going to be very hard and i dont knwo how long or how many tries its going to take, but i am going to try.  cant promise results, but i will try.  depression is a serious problem for me, yes.  i was taking orizacfor a while and maybe i shold see about geting back on it.  not sure.  and i had to apologize for being an ass <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />  but you see my problem, i have all the masculinity of a little girl.  thats gonna be the hardest thing for me to change around.now, if i could just get my funny back.  i swear, i used to be funny.  i had a webpage devoted to my jokes my everquest guld put up back a few years ago.  i seem to have lost it.  or maybe im just funnier over live internet chat.... could be.  but one thing:  i dont think im EVER going to be the brash bold leader type.  is it ok to be a quiet shy confident guy?  does that work at all?  that will be my first step, at least.seriously guys, i got no clue.  and im horrible at following things. (ADD at work)  I need to build steps for myself to follow.   and spell them out for myself in small words that i wont forget.  (not saying im dumb, im supposed to be quite intelligent.  i was in gifted in highschool, which doesnt mean much, but it IS very funny because i was also in learning disabled classes at the same time because they provided the LD room and teacher to aid me if i ever needed it.  i usually just helped her with the other students, but i was in gifted and LD classes at the same time.  sorry, just amuses me still)  see, im talking myself up to try to build up some confidence <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />i think my big goal will be a kiss befre i turn 30 in 4 months.  god doesnt that sound awful?</blockquote>

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