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Message: <blockquote data-quote="TwistedMindInc" data-source="post: 2871564" data-attributes="member: 39574">Payne stopped walking, dead in her tracks and just stared at Zurd. Dumbfounded. What do you say to that? Normally she would have scoffed and ignored the fact some poor shmuck just spilled their heart and soul to her. But. This was a different situation, a bit more delicate. Because. Well.. because Payne didn't know. Brows furrowed and her mouth opened, but no words came out. Then her mouth closed again and she grunted. Did she have feelings for Zurd? Who knows. The woman had never felt love .. never in her life. How was she supposed to understand emotions like that? Did she hate him? Certainly not. But did that make it true feelings of a deeper nature? Or .. were they just friendly feelings. Eyes trailed from him to the group that had distanced themselves a bit with the group; watching them from behind. She didn't hate Kol. Did that mean she had feelings for him? Hell.. at this point she didn't hate any one in the group. Of course, she had her favorites... but who didn't. Her head was buzzing with questions and thoughts and.. feelings? ``Damn you Zurd. Didn't I tell you not to pull this lovely dovey crap with me? Gah.`` Gloved hand came to her forehead and she rubbed her brow a moment.. and then sighed heavily. ``Truth be told? I've no idea what it's like to have feelings for someone. Do I have feelings for you? Yes. Is it love? I cannot say because I don't know what love is. I don't want to cut your heart out and watch you take your final breath.. if that counts.`` She paused.. as if trying to collect her thoughts. ``I can't do this. I can't have something more with you.. like you wish. You all most died back there. I cannot be worried of others. I come first .. first and foremost. That's how it's always been.. and that's how it should be. Less casualities. Less to have to worry about. Less heartache. Not to mention, it means less for you to have to worry about as well. Don't need your death on my hands because you tried to be brave and save my arse. Nuh. I.. we should be friends Zurd.`` Gaze casted downwards.. and then she stepped forward. One hand coming to his cheek .. and lips pressed hard and awkwardly to his own before patting his cheek and turning to start up her walk again. The best thief was a uninvolved one. </blockquote>

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