Upgrade your account to a Community Supporter account and remove most of the site ads.

Reply to thread

Message: <blockquote data-quote="Ferret" data-source="post: 2699574" data-attributes="member: 4052">I met someone. Some one I'm head over heels in love with. And now I know what love is.Love is about being scared, like I am now. I'm scarred that if I ask her out (again) she will think I'm obsessed with here, in a bad way, and all I've been getting was mixed signals. I'm scared that if I don't ask, I'll lose her. I'm scared that I'll stop loving here, no matter how impossible it seems. I'm scared she doesn't love me. I'm scared I'm becoming unhealthily obsessed with her.See, I've already asked her out, and she said no. That it wasn't me, it was her. But all I could read from that was that she was scared too. I asked one of here friends what she felt about me today, the reply was that she liked me as a friend. But she's smart enough to figure out who wanted to know, and she didn't want me to know? Or am I being paranoid? Obsessed?But she is on my mind all the time, every song I hear, my love sick mind, twists into it being about her. Or me and her. Or me being love with her. And when I say every song I mean every song.....I was listening to Macey Grey - I try and I started crying. I listened to Slipknot - Vermillion pt. 2 and nearly cried. I listened to Symphoney of Destruction by Megadeath, and that was about me being in love with her. Or The Reason by Hoobastank..... I just can escape.But shes so much more then the sum of her parts, and I'm scared that I'll lose her.</blockquote>

Verification