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Message: <blockquote data-quote="AuroraGyps" data-source="post: 2084410" data-attributes="member: 1166">I am... unfortunately they've been part of the problem lately too.  Because they totally screwed up my temp. disability paper work, I may be getting no payments from being out of work from the beginning of Nov. to now... I think.  It's all messed up.  I am usually the one that ignores stuff because I can't handle them or puts them off, but lately I've been on the ball and everybody else, the people that are supposed to be doing things like this as part of their jobs, is dropping it big time. First thing I'm doing when I get downstate, is to get a new shrink and therapist.... ones that are at least partly competant.  What would you do if your shrink asked what you wanted to do about your meds?  Um, I haven't even been to college, what makes you think I'm up on the PDR.  I told him a bit of my med history (I can't take more than 75 mg of Paxil CR, because it makes me tired... I've tried Wellbutrin, and it did nothing).  So, he just gave me refills of what I'm on.  This guy is a dork.  Shrinks these days drive me crazy... they treat and street... see a patient every 5 minutes... know nothing about their patients.  FOr any shrinks out there, I'm sorry, but over the last 20 years, I've seen the quality go down rapidly.  Part of me thinks they're like this so they can keep us "crazies" crazy and have a steady income. I keep trying to get my life together, and there's just more and more paperwork (that's never goes smoothly) and I just get totally overwhelmed and "pfff", I overload and have a meltdown.  My brain can't handle it... especially the way I am these days.  I'm good with BIG things, but a bunch of little things all added up and I just lose it.  Argh, I so hate my brain!!!My mom rocks.  She has to deal with my crap on top of all her crap and I don't know how she does it.  But she's always been strong... I think it's because of the scoliosis she has being so bad and having to deal with it for most of her life.  As for the cat, she is the most spoiled little thing.  I was talking to my Aunt last night on IM and said that her cats would love Zeal because of all the cool stuff she's bringing with her.<img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f609.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=";)" title="Wink    ;)"  data-smilie="2"data-shortname=";)" />  I'm gonna stay a couple of days with her and then have my Uncle give me a ride down to my parents (my grandma lives near my parents now in a new home, so he can see her too).  I'm nervous... I love Buffalo SO MUCH, because it has so much to offer compared to the dink town my parents live (15 minute drive to the grocery store, where I have a 10 minute walk to mine).  Plus, Buffalo is SO nice and flat... where my parents live is hills everywhere... riding my bike will be almost all downhill & ok, but getting home will take  hours. <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />  I have a feeling I'll be visiting NYC alot. <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />  Thanks for the support guys.</blockquote>

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