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<blockquote data-quote="AuroraGyps" data-source="post: 1993485" data-attributes="member: 1166">Yeah, I've been dealing with this for 20 years and I'm pretty sick of it.&nbsp; It wears on you and sometimes you just don't want to do &quot;it&quot; (keep dealing with the problem) anymore and give up.&nbsp; Basically, I'm just tired.&nbsp; After my ex &amp; I ignoring and not dealing with my problems properly, I actually started doing pretty well on my own with new meds and learning/relearning coping skills.&nbsp; Unfortunatly, a lot of stuff happened during and after the divorce that did a lot of damage... things that for a regular person probably wouldn't have been so bad, but for me was very difficult to deal with.&nbsp; Now, I'm still dealing with that stuff, plus I'm just trying to get by day to day.&nbsp; It's all really tiring.&nbsp; I'm not giving up, but I can't say I don't think about doing so a lot.&nbsp; It does help to have such good friends on ENWorld.&nbsp; It's helps to know that, while I can't really seem to find people that understand or care near me (some do, like my employee rep. from work and my therapist, but part of it's their job), there are people somewhere in the world that do.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="AuroraGyps, post: 1993485, member: 1166"] Yeah, I've been dealing with this for 20 years and I'm pretty sick of it. It wears on you and sometimes you just don't want to do "it" (keep dealing with the problem) anymore and give up. Basically, I'm just tired. After my ex & I ignoring and not dealing with my problems properly, I actually started doing pretty well on my own with new meds and learning/relearning coping skills. Unfortunatly, a lot of stuff happened during and after the divorce that did a lot of damage... things that for a regular person probably wouldn't have been so bad, but for me was very difficult to deal with. Now, I'm still dealing with that stuff, plus I'm just trying to get by day to day. It's all really tiring. I'm not giving up, but I can't say I don't think about doing so a lot. It does help to have such good friends on ENWorld. It's helps to know that, while I can't really seem to find people that understand or care near me (some do, like my employee rep. from work and my therapist, but part of it's their job), there are people somewhere in the world that do. [/QUOTE]

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