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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Gnarlo" data-source="post: 1723551" data-attributes="member: 2995">Update: I've been given more time to think about things. We've had some kind of security breach here at the lab and gone into a lockdown, so they're not able to leave as soon as they'd hoped. I'm pretty sure that girl that keeps staring at her all the time had something to do with it, I bet she doesn't admit to anything though, she's like a total machine.   "The Beast" (I heard his name today, something like John, or Jonah, or something) is VERY upset about it, and that's keeping him distracted from coming by and giving me HELL... BOY, am I tired of him!!I actually got a chance to findout a bit about why my girl is SO secretive.... I mentioned going to the offbeat religious things up above? I got back in touch with that group (it was hard to track them down, I don't remember ever meeting more than about 2 dozen of them, and most have just disappeared. They aren't the type you think could easily do that, they'd all gone for the Friar Tuck look with robes and shaved heads.) Apparently, they first met her when she was travelling around with this guy and girl. They weren't sure of the details, but there was apparently some sort of fire, and she was the only one to make it out...  I really DO seem to attract the accident prone <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f641.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":(" title="Frown    :("  data-smilie="3"data-shortname=":(" /> Just my luck. Anyway, she must have blamed herself becasue right afterwards was when she started sleeping with her doctor...  I feel like I'm on an elevator to hell, and it's going down.I understand her a bit better now I think, and I REALLY feel I can help her with her demons... How can you not expect someone to be messed up after something like that? I'm suer that she feels that everytime she thinks she's escaped from them, she finds that out they burst out from within again, and the whole story starts over, but with some new and unexpected change <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f641.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":(" title="Frown    :("  data-smilie="3"data-shortname=":(" /> The whole thing is turning into a MONSTER. I'll admit, she's not a Queen.  But she IS the monster's mother <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f641.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":(" title="Frown    :("  data-smilie="3"data-shortname=":(" /> I understand what's been said. I have dreams where I feel like I'm suffocating; when I eat, I choke and feel like something is going to just burst out of my chest.  No, the world is not a bright and happy place with her in it. It just seems dark, and claustrophobic. It feels like I'm just stumbling around in little tight passages full of smoke and fog with alarms going off all around me. <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f641.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":(" title="Frown    :("  data-smilie="3"data-shortname=":(" />  I feel like no matter where I go the demons will just keep coming and they'll keep coming and i won't last 17 hours. I hope I can go home soon, although I'm not looking forward to it getting dark. They mostly come out att night. Mostly.</blockquote>

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