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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Strider_Koln" data-source="post: 4727699" data-attributes="member: 78265">Koln sits on the dirty floor of the apartment after making a little perimeter around him with the lighter fluid, the old wood is sure to go up quickly. A part of him hoped they did not leave, that they somehow knew that he was lying. However they trusted him, and knowing that he betrayed that trust hurts him incredibly; his hope rests in the fact that he won't be feeling anything soon. He scoops Socrates out of his pocket, gently nuzzling him to his cheek and speaks, "Dirigé peu un. Ma raison a fui et vous aussi . Retournez au dortoir, la console Clover et Ruby... Ils en auront besoin.... Je sais, je sais! Je sais... Je suis désolé... Mais vous ne comprenez pas ?! J'ai échoué! Oui je sais que, ils se fient à moi et oui je sais qu'elle estime que la voie ... mais je suis seulement un fardeau à eux maintenant, une plaisanterie baisante, rien plus. Si je ne peux pas être le soldat de Dieu sur la Terre, je ne serais rien..." Translation: Run little one. My reason has fled and so should you. Go back to the dorm, console Clover and Ruby... They will need it. ... I know, I know! I know... I am sorry...But do you not understand?! I failed! Yes I know that, they trust me, and yes I know she feels that way... but I am only a burden to them now, a <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" /><img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" /><img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" /><img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" />ing joke, nothing more. If I cannot be God's soldier on Earth, I'd rather be nothing... Socrates obeyingly scampers off outside through the window. After three sparks the lighter starts, and Koln mutters to himself as he watches the dancing flame. "Comme Christ, je suis tombé une deuxième fois, mais à la différence de lui, il n'y aura pas de tiers. Mon destin est le Brasier, comme Dieu l'a Désiré. Je n'aurai jamais le pardon de Dieu; je prie seulement maintenant pour la clemence di Ruby and Clover, bien qu'ils ne puissent jamais comprendre... Je verrai eux tous les deux de nouveau, l'Enfer ne sera pas si mauvais avec Clover's l'amitié et Ruby's l'amour..." Translation: "As Christ, I have fallen a second time, but unlike him, there will not be a third. My fate is the Inferno, as God has Willed it. I will never have God's forgiveness; I only pray now for Ruby's and Clover's mercy, though they may never understand... I will see them both again, Hell will not be so bad with Clover's friendship, and Ruby's love..."  Koln sets the flame to the fluid and lays back with his arms crossed over his chest. "Je ne serais rien..." (I would rather be nothing)</blockquote>

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