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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Strider_Koln" data-source="post: 5008708" data-attributes="member: 78265">Koln appears pained as he struggles to remember, grabbing his head and pushing his fingernails into his face so deeply they leave marks "Agh... I'm trying, I really am, but everything.... I cannot explain it too well, my memory. You know how you cannot look directly into the sun, just around it? The events immediately before, during, and after that night is like the sun, if I try to look at them, it really really hurts. What I can make out... what is terrible is what I do see, it makes no sense whatsoever! I do not know why Clover, but when I hear 'Thaddeus' and think on the name, I think 'Enemy,' as if it could be no other way. So... ow... I assume my business in Denver was somehow connected with Thaddeus, but I'm not sure how.""I hate Edward... I hate Tony... hell I even hate Lacey, your television man, mr. tumnus... since turning I hate so much more, some priest right? It is a weak moment for me... but I really hate everyone but you, Ruby and Socrates. I want everyone to just go away sometimes... then it will stop bleeding you know, an existence without contact... without need for memory... sounds like heaven! God be praised for the miracle that is 'Forgetfulness!' Like how He in His mercy forgot all of us.... But for some reason, despite never meeting him, I hate Thaddeus most of all, and I cannot forget him. In my most tortured and unrealistic nightmares there's always a voice reminding me, 'Remember to slay Thaddeus.' Again, I'm sorry Clover I cannot provide you with more... it just hurts too much."Koln sighs and lays down on the floor. "Speaking of Thaddeus and what needs to be done. We should probably purchase a universal cleaning kit for our firearms. They're pretty inexpensive too, around $60. Remember Clover, a Godliness is next to Cleanliness, a clean gun is a happy gun, and a happy gun is an unhappy Thaddeus."</blockquote>

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