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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Strider_Koln" data-source="post: 5012369" data-attributes="member: 78265">Good question by Socrates, is there a fridge in this dorm? If so, what's in it?"For now I do have friends. I am not like the other vampires Socrates. All the other vampires were all too willing to give up their humanity, but I still remember and value what it meant to be human. I would happily lay down my existence for either Ruby or Clover, that goes without saying. I know that sounds selfless, but it can't  be farther from the truth. I want to preserve them because I am selfish. If I was really a man of God in deed as I am in word,  I would have ended the nightmare for them both before it got out of control. I should do it soon... but I know I won't. I'm a coward, and afraid of being alone. When I'm alone all there will be is myself and my ghosts, and I frankly hate myself and will put up little defense against the Devil as he subjects my mind and soul to the foulest and most deranged of tortures night by night until I make it all stop... God willing if I am still in control of all my physical faculties by then.""I am unsure how Clover and Ruby feel towards me, honestly. I may be slowly going insane, but I've noticed how Clover looks more and more at me like I am some sort of tool, an instrument for her to use like a pawn. Things are nice for now between Ruby and I but it won't last, as much as I wish it could. I despise what I've become... she doesn't seem to mind it too much at all. I can tell she wants to explore her new found powers with others like her. One terrible night, I know it will happen, we will part ways... If, Devil willing, we remain to see each other days, weeks, years, or centuries later, I can almost guarantee it would not be a happy reunion."Koln sighs and lays down on the bed, staring up at the ceiling, and delights in how the ceiling remains one color, static, in a solid unchanging certain shape. Outside he can hear students doing what students do without a care in the world, delighting and acting despite their meager temporary vain existence. Yet here he lays still as a corpse, 'blessed' with the gift of practical immortality and all he does is nothing, just look up. He smiles and almost begins to laugh, running his hands over his face "Keep talking to me Socrates, please don't stop. I think you're doing a good job keeping the phantoms away."</blockquote>

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