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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Ankh-Morpork Guard" data-source="post: 1716914" data-attributes="member: 10079">True. She shouldn't have gotten pregnant...but that's just another proof of how good birth control is these days. I dunno, that doesn't both me as much as being lied to.Thinking about it, that guy's going to end up a lot more messed up than anyone in all of this. He thought I was going to rip him apart when he told me. The two of us stayed up all night just talking about all of this, and seeing him since he's got a very...confused air to him now. He knows that there are things she and I have to do on our own, and everytime I've talked with her about what she's going to do about all of this...he never gets mentioned.She just used him as a doormat or sorts while I wasn't around. She did it to many people...it started to happen that way with me, and then that's when all of this started. She's told me a hundred times she doesn't want that...she needs an equal, but he can't be that, nor can any of the other people she's walked over without meaning to.As arrogant, stupid, and stubborn it may sound, I know that I can be. It will take time, work, and probably a lot more pain...but the end point is well worth it. I wouldn't here, let alone still alive, if it wasn't. And until I can make it to that point, I'll fall back on my art. I let it slip anyway...something to focus on and put all my emotion into.Most people would be angry in this situation, but then again, its not something that HAPPENS much. In fact, this is a very unique situation. Trust me, I'm listening to what EVERYONE has said. But I'm having to put that together with what I already know...and I know I'm not angry. Sad is almost right, but its one of those things where words just don't work right. Love never worked right either. Not a strong enough word for the connection between the two of us. Gods, its already 2AM...I think I'm going to go get some sleep. The cat that has followed me around all week looks tired too. Heh, there's another reason I can't leave. The two cats here(her's and her brother's) have become like shadows to me. If I left, they'd die from lack of attention. <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f642.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":)" title="Smile    :)"  data-smilie="1"data-shortname=":)" /></blockquote>

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