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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Treebore" data-source="post: 1719937" data-attributes="member: 10177">Like i mentioned earlier, I had a two year hiatus after "the love of my life". the most important thing I learned at that time was to rely on myself. Of course my version of it at that time was to be a big jerk off who didn't care who he insulted or hurt. Then I met the real love of my life and realized how messed up my false love of my life was and how messed up I was as a human being. I'm about as good as it gets now, considering thats about a 1,000 times better than I ever thought it could be, I'm one darn lucky guy.I have read every post you have made, most of them several times. I know what you should do, but I don't think your going to do it. I do wish you the best, though.Let me tell you one "truth" about the real love of my life. She doesn't cause me pain. She bends over backwards to avoid it. I do the same for her. We don't hurt each other, we protect and support one another. We have from the beginning and have just gotten better at it over the years. That is my "love of my life". The real one that has lasted for 14 years and that I know will last until the day one or both of us dies, and then beyond.Again, I wish you the best.</blockquote>