OK everyone I am very sorry but I am struggling with being motivated for this game. I think it might be my initial set up for this adventure was all wrong. I just can't seem to be excited about it at all and its failing because of that. So I am sorry I think I am going to have to let it slid. I am going to go back and re-think the whole set up from the get go really sorry I suck sometimes.
I still like the system and want to play it someday...
Sorry to hear it, but I understand. It happens with online games. I respect you for making a firm "in or out" decision - it's the responsible thing to do and it's fairer to everyone.