Please, don't hold up on my account. I appreciate the vote of confidence from all of you. I really do.
Anti, I understand where you're coming from, but without the chance to really RP what happened to her, I don't like just saying she pulled through damaged but ok. To me, given her initial outlook and all, this was just a lot to get dropped on her. If we'd gotten to RP it more, and you guys trying to help her or whatever, then maybe she'd be better off. However, my characters tend to have life and I try to have them have realistic adjustments to what they go through based on their background. Well, as realistic as you can get in a fantasy world.
She's been betrayed several times now, including by someone she saw as a friend. Then captured and tortured by a group containing another friend's brother. Given what she is, I just don't think she's going to come out of that as something I still want to play. I'm not saying she can't come out of it, just that I can't reasonably do it in a way that will make her something I'm still interested in RPing.
I just don't know. I've been trying to work this out for a long time. Since before we finished the last fight really, when Pis was dead and changed. I thought with some RP things might work out, but we didn't get there. Now, I just don't see it.