Alea Iacta IX: An Easy Descent Chp. 14: Lost Violent Souls
Yes, well, Meloch, I have this dissertation due in six weeks, see?
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After Cornelia realizes where we all are, it becomes clear that the only way to end this spectacular nightmare is to get to Cimbrus himself and take away his fears. Unfortunately, there are two armies in between all of us and Cimbrus, and they're fighting pretty furiously.
So, in various directions and through our different means, we begin plowing through the battlefield in the general direction of the Praetorian Guard. Before we go, Marcus remembers that, long ago back in Britannia, he had been worried that Cimbrus' Praetorians were not up to the normal caliber of expert front-line troops, and he asks Lucretius to confirm this as they get closer and act accordingly to protect the Caesar. For, as Marcus well knows, it is said that if someone dies in their dream, they never wake up.
Heilyn transforms into a pegasus, and Cornelia and Wena, the most vulnerable members of our group, jump onto his back as he takes off for the 6th Legion and the cluster of legionaries around Cimbrus and Cornelia's father Crispus. Of course, he has not quite anticipated just how many lightning bolts are being called down by the Druids from the sky, and suddenly, several of them seem aimed at him. Heilyn, still not a very good flier, weaves through the storm clouds wildly while Cornelia and Wena try to dispel the bolts whenever possible. As they reach the Roman battle lines, the Romans, well conditioned by this point to associate strange monsters with foul Druidic magic, begin firing arrows and even ballista bolts at them.
Meanwhile, Lucretius has concentrated long and hard on the idea of Sapientia, his beloved elephant, and she appears in front of him - possibly a mere figment of his imagination, but seemingly at least as real as the other threats they face. She kneels so that he and Metellus can mount her, and they charge forward through the Celtic lines. Marcus and Llyr, our brave infantry, go by foot, carving small paths of brutal destruction in their wake as they concentrate not on effective military tactics but on getting to Cimbrus as quickly as possible. Llyr glories in his death-dealing efficiency and momentarily loses track of the mission, before continuing to pursue the elephant.
The pegasus finally reaches the general knot of Praetorians and the 1st century of the 6th, and Cornelia sees her father whispering quietly to his primuspilus centurion. Through the mental link, she reminds us of all she knows about what actually happened on this day - how Cimbrus initially rallied the men by leading a charge, but, as he is now, was in danger of being cut off from the rest of the Legionaries. He faced death until Cornelia's father, the Legate Crispus, had him knocked unconscious and carried back to the safety of Hadrian's Wall, while Crispus took the Caesar's helmet and charged forward into glory, victory, and certain death. Cornelia murmurs, "We have to stop him from going unconscious quite yet - we need to deal with his fear first." The Heilyn-pegasus lands, and Cornelia squeezes through the guards to her father.
"Pater! Don't do it yet!" she whispers in his ear.
The Legate turns around, highly startled. "Cornelia, dear, what are you doing here? This is the middle of a battle! And I sent you away to safety in the south."
"Um...it's hard to explain. Think of me as a vision. But trust me - I know what you're planning to do to Cimbrus, and," she chokes back a brief sob, "it's the right thing to do. But hold off for just a few more minutes - it's important."
Her father is confused, but looks intently at her and nods, kissing her forehead briefly before turning back to defending Caesar. Cornelia slips back to the relative safety of Heilyn's back.
The three spellcasters, each using their different style of magic, block several fatal spells from Cimbrus, carefully husbanding their resources, however, for the darker fight they know lies ahead. Meanwhile, Lucretius and the other fighters, a bit later, reach the Praetorians. Lucretius shouts to Marcus, "Definitely not regular Praetorians - they don't even know the right set of defensive maneuvers! We need to form up around Caesar while we persuade him."
When they reach Cimbrus, they find him arguing fervently with the Legate Crispus - he is determined to be brave and honor his forefathers and stay in the battle. "I can serve best by dying," he whispers sadly. "It will be better for everyone." Momentarily, we find ourselves at a loss - is Cimbrus here facing his fear of death, or of cowardice?
Metellus finally comes up with the right words, "Sir, Caesar, this battle is not about your personal honor - which is great. It is about protecting the Roman Empire. If you fall today, the hordes of barbarians will sweep down over the Wall, and thousands of innocent Roman citizens and loyal tribesmen will perish in their pillaging. Even if we lose today, which I am certain we won't, we will be better off with you leading and conducting our defense from the Wall or from Eburacum. Your people need you as a symbol of all that is good about Roma, which goes beyond your personal bravery."
Cimbrus, for a moment, seems to understand, and resolve lights up his eyes...a few seconds before Marcus slams him on the back of the head with the back of his gladius, and Heilyn descends and picks up Caesar's body, carrying it safely back to the Wall. As the fog rises and the battle fades, Cornelia can see, from a distance, her father resolutely placing the purple-plumed, golden helmet on his aging brow and mounting up for a charge into the Druidic lines.
And then the battle is gone, and we find ourselves all standing before the perfectly dark mouth of an enormous cavern.