pukunui
Legend
Hi folks,
I'm having some issues with my gaming group, and I'd like to get some opinions from my fellow gamers here on EN World.
I'll just start from the beginning: I've been running a Star Wars Saga Edition "Dawn of Defiance" campaign for the past year now, and late last year I recruited a new player who I thought was just the guy I was looking for. He was familiar with the ruleset, having GMed it himself before, and seemed quite enthusiastic about Star Wars in general. At the time, the "core" group was playing both my SWSE game and another GM's D&D 4e campaign, so we generally alternated between the two each week, but sometimes we'd adjust the schedule, or one of us would run a game several weeks in a row or whatever.
Then, over the southern summer (Dec-Feb), I put my game on hold because my players and I were all going away on holiday one after the other. During the break, the other GM decided not to continue with his 4e campaign, and so the new guy (who hadn't been playing in that game, just my SWSE game), decided to start up a Pathfinder game of his own. He recruited three of my SWSE players, and they agreed to play on the alternate "gap" Fridays between my Star Wars sessions. I had heard rumors that something was in the works from one of the players, but nothing concrete. I didn't find out the details until I pried them out of the new guy after he told me he wasn't available to meet with me one Friday - he had just said "No, sorry, playing Pathfinder ...", so I had said, "Oh really?" and it was only then that he said, "Yeah, I'm running a Pathfinder game, and three of your guys are playing in it too so it's not just me, and we're gonna play on Friday when you're not running SW, oh and we're gonna play weekly starting this week until you restart SW." At the time, I jokingly commented that he had usurped my group, and he [jokingly?] replied "Booyah! Yoinked whilst you were sleeping pal!", but the thing is: now I really do feel like he's usurped it.
I told him that I'd been hoping to run SW three weeks in a row to get some momentum going, and while he seemed a bit reluctant to put his game on hold for one week, he agreed. But then, at the last minute during the middle week, he called in sick, which meant we didn't have enough players to play and I had to cancel. So I didn't end up getting to run my campaign three weeks in a row after all.
Since then, I've struggled to get any momentum going in my campaign. It's been floundering a bit, partly because of the module we're currently slogging through (DoD 3: The Queen of Air & Darkness, for reference). Since I've restarted, I've asked the other guy three more times to let me run SW in place of his PF game, and he's refused every time. And after my latest attempt, he's had the presumption to get mad at me for "repeatedly" asking him to postpone his campaign - this after he just up and quit my campaign altogether!
I spoke to one of my players over e-mail about it a few weeks ago, and I mentioned that I hadn't been kept in the loop about the whole PF thing in the first place, and his response was just something along the lines of "Oh, I didn't know that. I thought he'd just invited you and you'd declined."
I talked to another of my players more recently over the phone, and he said that he and the others were actually enjoying the new guy's campaign more than mine and that if he had to choose, he would definitely choose the other guy's at this stage, and he felt fairly confident the other two players would as well. This is a guy I've been gaming with regularly for about 5 years now. He and I are the only two remaining "founding" members of our group. It feels like he's stabbing me in the back (although, at the same time, in the past six months or so, he's been getting really cynical - one of my players even brought it up with me privately after the last session - and I had actually been thinking about asking him to deal with his attitude or leave the group, but I just hadn't ever worked up the courage to do so, mainly because I do consider him a friend).
As you can no doubt tell, I'm rather upset about all of this. And yes, I know I should tell everyone how I feel, and to a certain extent I already have, but I'm still holding back because I just don't feel I can confront my friends directly without letting my emotions get the better of me. I need to find a calm, happy place first, but I don't really know how to do that. I've always been a bit of a hot-headed type. I'd make a better Sith than a Jedi.
Anyway, I had been feeling like just calling it quits because it was starting to feel more like work than play, and I was getting sick of having to "manage" the group and all that (some of them are quite uncommunicative - sometimes just getting them to give me their PC's level-up details is like pulling teeth), but I did actually get around to running a game last Friday and although it didn't go well for the PCs, I thought everyone seemed to enjoy it more than the previous session, which had been a whole month before rather than only two weeks, and it also rejuvenated my own interest in continuing the campaign.
However, because of the new guy's unwillingness to put off his own game (and, honestly, I can understand that his priorities have shifted so that his own "baby" is more important that mine, but the thing is: he did commit to playing in my campaign first), I still can't get any momentum going.
So at this point I feel like maybe I should just cut my losses and ask the three players involved to make their choice between the new guy's campaign and mine, knowing full well that they'll choose his. That'll still leave me with two players who are happy enough with the way my campaign's going and who will want to keep playing it. I could keep running it with just the two of them until I can recruit another player or two to fill the gaps. They could each have an extra character, or I could throw in some NPC droid lackeys or something, to help them out.
Please note that all of the above is tainted with my own bias. I may have left some things out, although it would not be intentionally. I'm not really looking for anyone to take sides or to give me advice on what to do. I think I'm more just venting, but I'm also curious to see what my fellow gamers think of this whole situation. Am I just being bratty and childish, like my wife seems to think I am, or am I justified in being upset that my position has been "usurped"? I will admit to having a bit of an "I was here first" mentality, which isn't necessarily a good thing. I would've liked to think that my friends would choose to stick with me out of solidarity and friendship, but I guess not? And I know that once a month is as good as some gaming groups get, but I'm not used to that - I'm used to a mostly fortnightly schedule with some flexibility to run weekly on occasion, and that's now been taken away from, and in what seems like a very underhanded way.
Anyway, I'll stop there. Would love some thoughts. Thanks.
- Jonathan
I'm having some issues with my gaming group, and I'd like to get some opinions from my fellow gamers here on EN World.
I'll just start from the beginning: I've been running a Star Wars Saga Edition "Dawn of Defiance" campaign for the past year now, and late last year I recruited a new player who I thought was just the guy I was looking for. He was familiar with the ruleset, having GMed it himself before, and seemed quite enthusiastic about Star Wars in general. At the time, the "core" group was playing both my SWSE game and another GM's D&D 4e campaign, so we generally alternated between the two each week, but sometimes we'd adjust the schedule, or one of us would run a game several weeks in a row or whatever.
Then, over the southern summer (Dec-Feb), I put my game on hold because my players and I were all going away on holiday one after the other. During the break, the other GM decided not to continue with his 4e campaign, and so the new guy (who hadn't been playing in that game, just my SWSE game), decided to start up a Pathfinder game of his own. He recruited three of my SWSE players, and they agreed to play on the alternate "gap" Fridays between my Star Wars sessions. I had heard rumors that something was in the works from one of the players, but nothing concrete. I didn't find out the details until I pried them out of the new guy after he told me he wasn't available to meet with me one Friday - he had just said "No, sorry, playing Pathfinder ...", so I had said, "Oh really?" and it was only then that he said, "Yeah, I'm running a Pathfinder game, and three of your guys are playing in it too so it's not just me, and we're gonna play on Friday when you're not running SW, oh and we're gonna play weekly starting this week until you restart SW." At the time, I jokingly commented that he had usurped my group, and he [jokingly?] replied "Booyah! Yoinked whilst you were sleeping pal!", but the thing is: now I really do feel like he's usurped it.
I told him that I'd been hoping to run SW three weeks in a row to get some momentum going, and while he seemed a bit reluctant to put his game on hold for one week, he agreed. But then, at the last minute during the middle week, he called in sick, which meant we didn't have enough players to play and I had to cancel. So I didn't end up getting to run my campaign three weeks in a row after all.
Since then, I've struggled to get any momentum going in my campaign. It's been floundering a bit, partly because of the module we're currently slogging through (DoD 3: The Queen of Air & Darkness, for reference). Since I've restarted, I've asked the other guy three more times to let me run SW in place of his PF game, and he's refused every time. And after my latest attempt, he's had the presumption to get mad at me for "repeatedly" asking him to postpone his campaign - this after he just up and quit my campaign altogether!
I spoke to one of my players over e-mail about it a few weeks ago, and I mentioned that I hadn't been kept in the loop about the whole PF thing in the first place, and his response was just something along the lines of "Oh, I didn't know that. I thought he'd just invited you and you'd declined."
I talked to another of my players more recently over the phone, and he said that he and the others were actually enjoying the new guy's campaign more than mine and that if he had to choose, he would definitely choose the other guy's at this stage, and he felt fairly confident the other two players would as well. This is a guy I've been gaming with regularly for about 5 years now. He and I are the only two remaining "founding" members of our group. It feels like he's stabbing me in the back (although, at the same time, in the past six months or so, he's been getting really cynical - one of my players even brought it up with me privately after the last session - and I had actually been thinking about asking him to deal with his attitude or leave the group, but I just hadn't ever worked up the courage to do so, mainly because I do consider him a friend).
As you can no doubt tell, I'm rather upset about all of this. And yes, I know I should tell everyone how I feel, and to a certain extent I already have, but I'm still holding back because I just don't feel I can confront my friends directly without letting my emotions get the better of me. I need to find a calm, happy place first, but I don't really know how to do that. I've always been a bit of a hot-headed type. I'd make a better Sith than a Jedi.
Anyway, I had been feeling like just calling it quits because it was starting to feel more like work than play, and I was getting sick of having to "manage" the group and all that (some of them are quite uncommunicative - sometimes just getting them to give me their PC's level-up details is like pulling teeth), but I did actually get around to running a game last Friday and although it didn't go well for the PCs, I thought everyone seemed to enjoy it more than the previous session, which had been a whole month before rather than only two weeks, and it also rejuvenated my own interest in continuing the campaign.
However, because of the new guy's unwillingness to put off his own game (and, honestly, I can understand that his priorities have shifted so that his own "baby" is more important that mine, but the thing is: he did commit to playing in my campaign first), I still can't get any momentum going.
So at this point I feel like maybe I should just cut my losses and ask the three players involved to make their choice between the new guy's campaign and mine, knowing full well that they'll choose his. That'll still leave me with two players who are happy enough with the way my campaign's going and who will want to keep playing it. I could keep running it with just the two of them until I can recruit another player or two to fill the gaps. They could each have an extra character, or I could throw in some NPC droid lackeys or something, to help them out.
Please note that all of the above is tainted with my own bias. I may have left some things out, although it would not be intentionally. I'm not really looking for anyone to take sides or to give me advice on what to do. I think I'm more just venting, but I'm also curious to see what my fellow gamers think of this whole situation. Am I just being bratty and childish, like my wife seems to think I am, or am I justified in being upset that my position has been "usurped"? I will admit to having a bit of an "I was here first" mentality, which isn't necessarily a good thing. I would've liked to think that my friends would choose to stick with me out of solidarity and friendship, but I guess not? And I know that once a month is as good as some gaming groups get, but I'm not used to that - I'm used to a mostly fortnightly schedule with some flexibility to run weekly on occasion, and that's now been taken away from, and in what seems like a very underhanded way.
Anyway, I'll stop there. Would love some thoughts. Thanks.
- Jonathan