Or not. Advocating weed probobly isn't a great idea around here.
Gods, I hope you feel better real soon, Angelsboi. I just spent some "quality time" in the hospital myself with a Crohn's flare... It suck'eth, more so when it affects eating and digesting.
Damn, I don't really know how to say this, but, I'm sorry this happened to you. I can't say I understand how bad it is, but (unfortunately) I might have an idea based on my own experiences. Being ill isn't any fun, and recovering isn't much better. Hang in there, and may you have a speedy recovery.