Ginnel
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Read the previous hive and especially the sticky on the general board Mega
(EDIT the smile is for you mega and not for the crap ness of the thread and information contained)
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(EDIT the smile is for you mega and not for the crap ness of the thread and information contained)
megamania
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I am soooo confused.....
and feeling gut kicked too........
If I am reading between the lines correctly-
Fru/Rev has been using alternate usernames to "play" with our minds, thoughts and trust. So- his father may never have died (thus why I never gave him crap about never sending me the duplicate book I bought from him) , he may not have had a car crash (which I questioned in my mind that he and Kida were one and the same) and now the Frakking Coma crap which I lost sleep over (and shed a tear) was a joke / delusion.......?
oh frag me......
and feeling gut kicked too........
If I am reading between the lines correctly-
Fru/Rev has been using alternate usernames to "play" with our minds, thoughts and trust. So- his father may never have died (thus why I never gave him crap about never sending me the duplicate book I bought from him) , he may not have had a car crash (which I questioned in my mind that he and Kida were one and the same) and now the Frakking Coma crap which I lost sleep over (and shed a tear) was a joke / delusion.......?
oh frag me......
Ginnel
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It's fooking
, mega indeed!But you care, you're a functioning fricking human being *HUG*
megamania
Hero
The third day after reading about this I had one of my crazy-@$$ day dreams that often reveal something important in my future. It was Fru was lieing to use and he was mandy in truth.
I never said anything because I was so assamed to even THINK of such a thing and refused to even jokingly post it.
I..... really don't know what to say. Many bad memories and feelings are coming up.
crap.
and it looks like it is tearing apart the Hive in the process.......
Relique du Madde
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Yeah. At least you weren't the loudest and move vocal of the "give him a second chance."
Last night when hell broke loose he sat in here as Desert Hare and probably laughed. Especially when I mentioned being duped by an x gf before...
Sir Osis of Liver
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The third day after reading about this I had one of my crazy-@$$ day dreams that often reveal something important in my future. It was Fru was lieing to use and he was mandy in truth.
I never said anything because I was so assamed to even THINK of such a thing and refused to even jokingly post it.
I..... really don't know what to say. Many bad memories and feelings are coming up.
crap.
and it looks like it is tearing apart the Hive in the process.......
Yeah, he's done quite a number on everyone.
Relique du Madde
Adventurer
and it looks like it is tearing apart the Hive in the process.......
Tearing up the HIVE emotionally yeah. Tearing up the community he built here, I doubt it. If anything it probably would bring us closer together in the long run since as we were unknowing victims in the whole affair.
You know who I blame in this all? The Skrulls. Yeah, I went there.
Ginnel
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Nothing is tearing apart here Mega we're all still here, come chatThe third day after reading about this I had one of my crazy-@$$ day dreams that often reveal something important in my future. It was Fru was lieing to use and he was mandy in truth.
I never said anything because I was so assamed to even THINK of such a thing and refused to even jokingly post it.
I..... really don't know what to say. Many bad memories and feelings are coming up.
crap.
and it looks like it is tearing apart the Hive in the process.......
megamania
Hero
I don't want to dump this stuff on you guys. As most of you know I "play" at having multiple personalities and the such. But in the same token I AM messed up in the head. I know this and have accepted it.
Why?
I never had much for friends growing up. I had a few good years but they always moved away leaving me behind. As the constable's son I got a lot of crap piled on me. I knew at the age of 10 which parents were touching which classmates in incorrect ways, who was beating who and so on. I was never allowed to speak of it and never did. It has made me a very cynical person whom is hard to gain trust from.
My junior year, I was befriended by someone with an interest in architecture. It wasn't comicbooks or graphic art but it was a beginning. We became friends. Then I noticed a reaction on his face when I let it slip my father was investigating forged checks. That night I went to my father and asked what the checks were for- yeah- everything the kid had an interest in.
Gut kicked, I informed my father that someone had "befriended" me to get an inside scoop of the investigation. I was happy I got him in trouble. The party that owned the checks were family friends of his so nothing came of it.
Ever since that day, I have had a strong belief that there is no "True Friends". It is merely two people bartering emotional support to gain something else, either emotional support in return or material things.
That was over 20 years ago.
I have only given out my "friendship" twice since that day. Once to my wife whom has cheated on me many times, brazeningly in front of the kids and public as I worked 2 full time jobs to support her and the house she lived in. This is something I am still having issues with. and Rev/Fru-cker whom I "knew" something was being kept back but I honestly thought it was medical condition as every photo of him I ever saw had him sitting. I assumed he has MS or something of the such.
I am trying not to pull back inside of myself (its dark in there and lonely (there really isn't all the personalities in there) ) but currently I am fighting not to cry and feel I am losing.
I am tired of being used and stepped on for other people's entertainment, advancement or whateverthefrag they sought.
So if I disappear for a while- don't think its because of you, or if I remain but are either more jaded or nasty mooded than normal (do I do normal?) I apoligize now.
wow
Why?
I never had much for friends growing up. I had a few good years but they always moved away leaving me behind. As the constable's son I got a lot of crap piled on me. I knew at the age of 10 which parents were touching which classmates in incorrect ways, who was beating who and so on. I was never allowed to speak of it and never did. It has made me a very cynical person whom is hard to gain trust from.
My junior year, I was befriended by someone with an interest in architecture. It wasn't comicbooks or graphic art but it was a beginning. We became friends. Then I noticed a reaction on his face when I let it slip my father was investigating forged checks. That night I went to my father and asked what the checks were for- yeah- everything the kid had an interest in.
Gut kicked, I informed my father that someone had "befriended" me to get an inside scoop of the investigation. I was happy I got him in trouble. The party that owned the checks were family friends of his so nothing came of it.
Ever since that day, I have had a strong belief that there is no "True Friends". It is merely two people bartering emotional support to gain something else, either emotional support in return or material things.
That was over 20 years ago.
I have only given out my "friendship" twice since that day. Once to my wife whom has cheated on me many times, brazeningly in front of the kids and public as I worked 2 full time jobs to support her and the house she lived in. This is something I am still having issues with. and Rev/Fru-cker whom I "knew" something was being kept back but I honestly thought it was medical condition as every photo of him I ever saw had him sitting. I assumed he has MS or something of the such.
I am trying not to pull back inside of myself (its dark in there and lonely (there really isn't all the personalities in there) ) but currently I am fighting not to cry and feel I am losing.
I am tired of being used and stepped on for other people's entertainment, advancement or whateverthefrag they sought.
So if I disappear for a while- don't think its because of you, or if I remain but are either more jaded or nasty mooded than normal (do I do normal?) I apoligize now.
wow
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