Elder-Basilisk
First Post
If I were playing your party members, I'd leave you at the inn and recruit a different wizard to adventure with me. (If I wanted a half-competent crossbowman with a lousy BAB, I'd hire a commoner). From the sounds of things, smart enemies don't need to bother doing anything to you because there's very little chance you'll ever do anything to them. They can kill all the useful characters then deal with you at their leisure. Or not. It's not as if there's much risk you'll mess them up if they don't deal with you.
Seriously, if you spend all of your energies on defense it ends up being the functional equivalent of sitting in the bar and drinking until the PCs come in and then casting identify for them in order to pay your bar tab. Forget the multiple Endure Elements. They don't help all that often and five magic missile spells would help you every time you cast them. If you don't want to make yourself a target, cast haste on the party (3.5) or on a main fighter (3.0) for your first action and then cower in the corner (or an Otiluke's resilient sphere if the corner is too dangerous for you) until the rest of the party has killed all the big bad monsters. But do SOMETHING with your spells to help.
Seriously, if you spend all of your energies on defense it ends up being the functional equivalent of sitting in the bar and drinking until the PCs come in and then casting identify for them in order to pay your bar tab. Forget the multiple Endure Elements. They don't help all that often and five magic missile spells would help you every time you cast them. If you don't want to make yourself a target, cast haste on the party (3.5) or on a main fighter (3.0) for your first action and then cower in the corner (or an Otiluke's resilient sphere if the corner is too dangerous for you) until the rest of the party has killed all the big bad monsters. But do SOMETHING with your spells to help.