Mega? I just logged in and saw this after guests left.
Getting drunk lets people who are too self controlled or introverted let go of their inhibition or fears.
But it's not a thrill, unless there is somethng to do, or people to be with.
I don't drink. One, because I don't get drunk. Two, because I find the smell and flavor offensive.
Either way, getting completely sloshing drunk just limits your mental acuity, decision making capabilities, reaction time and reflexes, depresses your emotional state (without some input), relaxes inhibitions, and generally makes a person look foolish.
I highly recommend you get yourself some water and start drinking it now before you dehydrate yourself, or cause some other negative bodily reaction.