Diplomatic Immunity: Almost Ready Maybe?

[Rystil Arden]

BS:
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Hey now. Let's not get testy, okay?

(If it’s really important for it to go as you envisioned it I’ll delete the posts… Honestly, Kallithyia not knowing it’s a “magical servant” and thinking she’s found something to live for or being a lover of one of Catullus’ dual forms, though I suspect it’s magical and not racial like Glamour, and not the other (she would only be a “coldly pleasant” to the Catullus form to start out with) could be interesting…)

So really no need to get mad, okay?

I'm not mad. I just don't care any more. In some ways, though, that's worse. See, back before when I first made this Prelude, I did care. But now, I don't. I don't know why I don't, but I don't. It might be partly because it feels like an incredible waste to me now that I know that it all came down to a misinterpretation of my post, but I don't think that's it exactly, either. I think I'm going to go do something else for a while and figure it out.
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[Brother Shatterstone]

`Rystil Arden[SBLOCK]

I think I'm going to go do something else for a while and figure it out.

Yeah, take your time. I'm rather worried to hear that you no longer care.

It might be partly because it feels like an incredible waste to me now that I know that it all came down to a misinterpretation of my post, but I don't think that's it exactly, either.

Aye, we've done this before and yeah it does feel like a waste of time but those other times we deleted alot more posts, and had lots of negative vibes floating around too... This time we did not so yeah maybe it is something else...

If you don't like the character, or if you don't want me in the game, just let me know okay?

Just whatever makes you care again, okay?[/SBLOCK]

 

[Bront]

RA:
You have Gmail

 

[Rystil Arden]

BS:
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Aye, we've done this before and yeah it does feel like a waste of time but those other times we deleted alot more posts, and had lots of negative vibes floating around too... This time we did not so yeah maybe it is something else...

I think I've figured it out. I needed to figure out why I didn't care at all until after I found out you misunderstood it. Here's what I think, though trying to analyse something like this is never a certain thing. You made me go back in time from where I wanted to start because you wanted a genuine interaction and reaction, and here we did it, and got an incorrect interaction and reaction and then we're staying with it. I honestly don't care for

Honestly, Kallithyia not knowing it’s a “magical servant” and thinking she’s found something to live for or being a lover of one of Catullus’ dual forms, though I suspect it’s magical and not racial like Glamour, and not the other (she would only be a “coldly pleasant” to the Catullus form to start out with)

either. I'm just left with an empty feeling that we'd be about fifty times better off if we had just not done this at all and started on the ship like I wanted.

Does that make any sense? It all seems pointless and futile, and I just don't care.
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[Brother Shatterstone]

Rystil Arden[SBLOCK]

Does that make any sense? It all seems pointless and futile, and I just don't care.

I honesty don't know... I've never had a GM say he didn't care.

I'll have to think on it.

I just feel like I’ve failed you somehow someway…
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[unleashed]

Hmm, no one posting, can't be a good sign...no prelude today either...ZZZzzzzzz, ZZZzzzzzz...

 

[Bront]

Just chilling. Rystil deserves a rest occasionaly.

 

[unleashed]

But that doesn't help me to start posting in the prelude does it.

 

[Brother Shatterstone]

Rystil Arden[SBLOCK]

I honesty don't know... I've never had a GM say he didn't care.

I'll have to think on it.

I just feel like I’ve failed you somehow someway…

I still don’t know how to fix this… [/SBLOCK]

 

[Brother Shatterstone]

Rystil Arden[SBLOCK]

I still don’t know how to fix this…

RA, I guess I’ll just leave this game. I don’t know what else to do. (but hopefully it makes you happy) Do you wish me to leave Plague also?

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