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Message: <blockquote data-quote="John a.k.a Sir D" data-source="post: 3380371" data-attributes="member: 47972">Due to In Character and Out Of Character stuff that continually affects me and deteriorates my mentality level, I do not know many things. For example, I cannot remember a lot of RPing sessions that have happened, and minor, important details I do not remember, as well as a lot of the major ones. For this I apologize. I do not know if I will be able to RP to the best of my abilities now, not that they were that good originally anyway, but I will try. With the growing stress and severe depression that everyone accumulates through life, I will eventually undergo another collapsing moment when I will be not showing up in ISRP too often. I know this because I can barely tolerate to do so now, and to do so now takes great effort on my part. I also appear to be very slow when RPing simply because I cannot get my mind from straying off on other matters. Sorry if this seems sudden, abrupt, stupid, or terribly written, for I am over-exhausted by far and terribly distracted. Once things start to clear up for me, I will be fine, but until then, I just have to note a few things: One being relationships on this site. They don't work, I don't recommend them, I am starting to glare at people who have them. The relationships on here seem to be quite sad, as none never work out, with the occasional one. It is very sad in my mind when I keep seeing my entire character destroyed because of this, and many have been.This only leads to greater stress and depression on my part, which I am currently trying to fix and deal with. I also recommend others to refrain from OCC talking, as it just seems to end up hurting you more than anything. This has been proven within a six month period for me. I would like to apologize...once again, to everyone on this site, particularly the ones who I have hurt in this process, one of them most of all. I don't know if she'll even consider ever talking to me again, once again adding to my mentality level. Between school, work, and not having a life, but having continuous thoughts stream through my imagination, I am trying my best to make things work. I have currently seemed to have made several mistakes, dozens even within the last week and a half.Once again, I wish everyone the best of luck on this site, and one last piece of information. When your character faces death, and is in a relationship, don't allow him to die, unless you actually want him/her to, it results in a lot of confusion, fighting, and if your character comes back, it ruins them in most situations. Thanks to all who still put up with me, though for how long I don't know, and to add one thing on the plus side, I have been accepted to my college, to pursue my career path in Psychology. Eight more years of school to get my Masters Degree, wish me luck lol.John</blockquote>

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