There was a time, I admit, when I became very attached to my characters, and I would have been very upset to have happen to any of them what has happened to Firadoc. But time, age, maturity, and boredom have led me to the point where, I hope, that now if I had a character about to die horribly (but NOT become a chaos best! YUK!) I would just try to give him a memorable exit scene, and roll-up his replacement. The whole chaos beast thing, though, is just downright revolting! (But, in actuality, I was forgetting my favorite character, in Scotley's game, where the entire party is under a curse right now, from a lich that we battled to almost a draw.)