Damn.
It's always a pain when a life is cut short. Things could go a lot of different ways here for you. Angelsboi, I hope it all goes for the best, but be prepared if it all goes horribly bad.
But, don't think you haven't affected lives for the better, you most certainly have. That, in the long run, is the best heritage you can endow future generations with. That you in a small way had a beneficial influence on others. That is a far greater monument than any statue.
Take your meds, exercise, keep up your hobbies. All things considered, you should live into your forties, maybe longer. If you're already in your forties, then you should live longer. Above all remember, it's not the number of years you pack into your life, it's the life you pack into the years.
"For it comes as a thief in the night." Jesus of Nazareth (I've always thought that fit death better than some mass 'plucking up' by God.)