I'm really sorry to hear this Angelsboi, and hope you can find the strength to perserver, take care of yourself, and live long and well. Your fiance is a womderful man to stand by you at this time, cherish him.
AB, you don't know me but I've read your posts, you seem like a top guy and this sucks beyond all measure. Aside from echoing everything that's been said before I don't know what to say. You're in my thoughts, man. Take good care of yourself and whatever you do don't let it get you down: I know you can beat this!