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Chapter 46
Consciousness game gradually, the layers of gray that enfolded her falling away in stages. Around her the world took focus, with light, sound, smell, and sensation each returning slowly.
Zenna blinked, and looked around her. She was in a small but comfortable chamber that was crowded with an unusual array of furnishings and decorative enhancements. Plush carpets woven with complex patterns covered almost the entirety of the wooden floor, the colors blending well with the tapestries that hung from the walls intermittently between the many tall bookshelves crammed with volumes. That alone was remarkable—a collection of several hundred books was worth a small fortune—but Zenna’s attention was further drawn to the odd knickknacks scattered on the bookshelves, the small end tables situated throughout the room, or even hanging from the ceiling from slender lengths of chain. These curios ranged from weapons of unusual make, carvings and statuettes fashioned from wood, clay, or metal, a small collection of odd skulls of various sizes, some colored glassware, small pots and vases, and a few other items that even Zenna could not readily identify at first glance. A stream of incense wafted up into the air from a small brass censer atop one of the small tables, filling the room with a faint smell of vanilla and lavender.
She was lying on a couch heavily decorated with embroidered pillows. Her body felt light, a little numb, but she felt a surge of relief that she could feel it at all. She lifted her arm—a motion that cost a fair amount of effort—and was relieved when her sleeve fell away to reveal solid, substantial flesh underneath.
A slight sound drew her attention around, behind her. There, sitting on a gilded perch before the room’s only window, was a white owl. The bird was watching her with its wide golden eyes, but it gave no sign that it was disconcerted by her proximity or her movements.
Zenna rose, slowly, to a sitting position. She felt weak, but there were no other lingering effects of the sickness she’d had. Using the end of the couch as a prop, she rose, waiting to see if her legs would support her. She looked at the owl, who was preening itself, apparently bored with her already. Behind it she could see through the window that it was still raining, the city a washed-out haze through the rain-streaked window. The window faced toward the center of the city, and was fairly high up, a few stories above ground level at least. She could see the roofs of buildings that dropped in huge steps toward the lake beyond.
“A fine view, is it not? Even on a dreary day like this one, I find it refreshing.”
The voice drew her around so suddenly that her legs nearly gave out under her. The speaker was a man in his later years, perhaps sixty, though still hale. He stood in one of the doorways that exited the room, clad in a simple robe of soft white cloth belted at the waist. His close-cropped hair and beard were a slate gray, a stark contrast to eyes that were the deep green of emeralds. He wore a pendant or amulet of some sort on a silver chain about his neck, but Zenna couldn’t quite make out the sigil from where she was standing.
“The weakness will pass, in time,” he told her. “Your body experienced quite a shock.... and if you’d come to me an hour later, it might have been too late to restore you to this world.”
Zenna forced herself to remaining standing as she faced him, even though her legs seemed to want to take advantage of the adjacent couch. “Who are you, if I may ask, and what is this place?”
The man nodded. “I am Esbar Tolerathkas, and you are in my current domecile. Like you, Izandra, I am not a native of Cauldron, but I have been pleased to call it my home for the last year, and doubly fortunate that a friend was willing to rent me this fine apartment.”
“How did you know my name?” she asked.
Esbar came into the room, though he kept his distance from Zenna. “You said it, repeatedly, while you were ill,” he said. “I am Izandra,” you kept saying. “I’m afraid there wasn’t much else, at least nothing coherent. You were quite sick.”
She didn’t sense any duplicity from the man, but was still leery, her spells tingling in her mind as if anticipating being released. “I go by Zenna,” she told him.
Esbar nodded. “Zenna, then.”
“How did I get here?”
“A young man of my acquaintance found you, and brought you to me.”
“You... you healed me?”
“Yes.”
“Thank you. I... I am sorry that I was a bother. I was heading for the Temple of Helm, when I fell. I...” she trailed off, as something occurred to her. She’d noticed that her cloak and belt—along with her dagger and spell components pouch—were piled neatly atop one of the nearby tables. Not quite within easy reach, but closer to her than to Esbar. But then she saw something else, jutting out from under the cloak...
“My friend has some... issues... with the clergy of Helm, or I am sure he would have taken you there. I believe it is fortunate that he brought you to me instead, though; I suspect even Jenya Urikas might have had some difficulties with the sickness you had... what’s wrong?”
Zenna had grown pale, as she realized that what she’d seen on the table was her
hat of disguise, that her benefactor knew what she was, that he could see the betraying marks of her heritage right now. There was no way to conceal it, now, and she resisted the urge to turn away, to hide her face.
“I... I’d better go, my friends, they must be worried about me...”
His gaze was penetrating, but not harsh, as he regarded her intently. “I understand. But you are still weak, and it’s still raining. Let me call a coach. While we are waiting, we can enjoy a small meal, before you depart.”
Zenna swallowed, but nodded. Esbar watched her as she walked—gingerly—to the table and recovered her gear. The hat she simply tucked into a pocket of her cloak; no need to betray its function now, since it was too late to hide herself from this man.
“Come,” he said. “There’s hot soup and cider in the tea room.”
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Esbar was a gracious host, though it became immediately clear that there was more to him than met the eye. The cider and soup was served by what Zenna recognized was an
unseen servant, and when she finally got closer to him she saw that the amulet that he wore bore the design of a raised index finger surrounded by sparkles of light.
He noticed her attention and said, “Yes, I am a follower of the High One, Azuth. And I did recognize that you as well are a practitioner of the magic arts.” He made a gesture, and the pitcher of cider drifted off of the nearby trundle to refill both of their cups. Wisps of steam rose from the brown liquid, and Esbar blew on his before taking a sip. Zenna watched him warily, but she could not resist digging into the hot soup. She still felt empty inside, but now it was the familiar pangs of hunger, and not the shadowy emptiness that she’d felt before.
“Is that why you helped me?” she asked.
“Partly,” he said. He leaned back in his chair, cupping his mug in a wrinkled hand, letting its warmth seep into him. “I admit, I am not the philanthropic sort; I leave such things to the cult of Helm, and to the other gods of benevolent sort. Tell me, what do you know of Azuth?”
Zenna blinked at the unexpected question, then reluctantly put her spoon down into the empty bowl before her. “I know he’s the god of magic,” she said. “Or at least
a god of magic; there’s Mystara, after all. I haven’t actually seen a temple dedicated to him, or even met one of his priests.”
“You have now,” the man said, with a hint of a smile. “Or rather a ‘devotee’; we don’t play the games of title and rank that many of the other churches of Faerûn play.”
“Azuth was one of those gods who began existence as a mortal, walking this very world that we now share. Those who follow him venerate magic, of course, but do not seek power for its own sake. Rather, we study magic to understand it, to better understand reality, this world and others, and our place in the larger scheme of existence. An Azuthite practices the Art with calm and caution, placing each step with deliberation, lest he unleash destruction that even magic, for all its potential, cannot undo.”
“But you’re a priest, or devotee, or what have you,” Zenna said. “You healed me with divine power; isn’t that different from the power of the Weave?”
“Yes. And no. All magic is interrelated, Zenna. Just as all life is related. Perhaps, in time, you may come to understand that for yourself.”
A small bell sounded from somewhere below. Esbar waved a hand, and his invisible helper began clearing the dishes from the table. He rose, and after a moment Zenna did as well, feeling rather better than she had when she’d first woken.
“The carriage will take you to where you are staying,” he told her. “I hope that you will come and speak with me again, if you have the time.”
“I’d like that,” she said. He escorted her to the staircase that led down to the ground floor, three stories below. She hesitated there, and looked up at him.
“Can I ask you another question?”
He nodded. She could see that he knew what it was that she wanted to ask, but she had to anyway.
“When you took off my hat, you saw what... what I am. And yet you helped me anyway. And you haven’t mentioned it at all during our conversation...”
“I wish I could say that I possessed a deeper understanding that allowed me to look beyond the narrow stereotypes of our culture,” Esbar said. “But in all honesty, one of the first things that I did was to delve your aura.”
“Oh,” she said.
“You are an interesting person, Zenna, more so than I think you yourself realize. I do hope that we can continue our conversation at a later date.”
She nodded, and left.
It wasn’t until she reached the bottom of the stairs—a difficult journey in itself, in her still-weakened state—as she was reaching into the pocket of her cloak for her magical hat, that she found something there. She drew it out, revealing a silver disk a half-span across.
Thoughtfully, she placed the sigil of Azuth back into her pocket.