*Vanessa hears Kirkesh's last words and stops crying, wiping away her tears from her eyes as she thinks about the answers to his questions.*
"My dreams?...Sometimes, when I'm in a deep slumber, I dream of shedding off myself, this naive and feeble body of mine and becoming a free spirit, a bodyless soul, and soaring through the stars!"
"My hopes...its something like my dream. I want to break free of the oppression of my life as a noblewoman--hypocritical as it may seem to call it oppression when it is a life of luxury, I know--and soar through the stars, wandering free..."
"As for where I see myself...I can really see two futures..."
"In the first, I see you holding me in your arms, smiling in delight as we sail through the stars on our very own Spelljamming ship along with maybe some friends and comrades that we have encountered throughout our many travels, laughing together and kissing as we head out on another adventure..."
"In the second...I see myself forcing a pleasant smile that I do not share in my heart at some big fancy dinner party, wearing a skimpy dress, while a rude and obnoxious man that I hate but must obey in all things, shows me off like a possession to other such men, occasionally reaching out with his meaty hand under of my dress to grope me in order to assuage his sexual appetite or perhaps just to display his dominance, who knows. Meanwhile, three snivelling little boys pull at my skirt and demand to be given more sweets, more money, more toys...the eldest is only gone because he is dawdling somewhere with a maid in another room...and my only solace is my one sweet little daughter who always stands by me...at least until they take her away and train her to become some man's simpering plaything...and then, when life has eaten away my beauty, I will be cast aside in favour of someone younger and prettier, no longer able to fulfill my role as my arranged husband's trophy wife and pleasure pet..."
*Vanessa shivers and begins to cry again as she thinks about wht is in store for her if she stay on Tymadeau.*