Ankh-Morpork Guard
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Chapter 423: War
Tomorrow always came too quickly.
It had been a long night and Marix had managed maybe an hour of sleep, if that. While, for a time, that had been the norm...that was years ago. The twins no longer had constant screaming matches in the ungodly hours of the night. Even though Jyren had been the one to deal with those fits, normally, it didn’t mean the extremely loud noises didn’t wake her. But for the last few years, the twins had actually slept.
However, Andrea was simply continuing to demand to see Jyren, to which Marix had no real answer for. She could only do her best to try to distract the little girl, which was difficult after the previous day’s events and the fact that, when Andrea screamed, Saaran woke up and made things...more difficult. More than once during the night, Marix wondered why she had children.
But finally, when night had come much closer to morning, the twins both fell asleep. That was when she finally was able to get some sleep, though it wasn’t worth counting as Alraxia’s sun crept in not long after to put the light right on her face. Thankfully, though, Marix noted the twins were still asleep as she got to her feet and tried to get her thoughts under control. It was disturbingly difficult to not reach for the empty place where the link had been, and the fact that she had to continue to stop herself was getting even more frustrating.
When she exited the bedroom, Marix walked into the larger living area to see a new shape on one of the couches. It took her a moment, likely due to being so damned tired, but she realized that the white haired and black-striped Alraxian that was passed out there was her twin brother, Alyx. He was definitely asleep, but how long he’d been there was beyond her...which was almost terrifying. Marix always had a very good awareness of the area around her...and for Alyx to have been here long enough to fall asleep...
Marix sighed and had a seat in a chair next to him before reaching over with a foot and nudging him not-so-gently. As he was never a heavy sleeper, Alyx immediately reached by groaning and feebly swinging a hand at where her leg had been. He rolled over and, as he did, Marix caught sight of a half open eye looking around and trying to make sense of things while staying mostly asleep.
After another few moments, the eye looked up enough to see her, and his mind seemed to come to terms with the fact that sleep was no longer an option. When Alyx’s other eye opened, he made a noise that could have been anything from ‘good morning’ to ‘I’m going to kill you’.
“Good morning to you, too,” Marix mumbled, sitting back in her chair and waiting for him to wake up more.
For Alyx, that had never taken long. As the fuzziness faded from his eyes and his mind, Marix found herself proud of him all of a sudden. She’d sworn to be a better sister years ago, but...life had gotten in the way, as always. She was able to help him more, but with the twins and actually deciding to raise them themselves...it simply came down to her not doing what she’d really wanted to. But, despite that, Alyx wasn’t the timid, nervous, and all-together silent brother she remember that he’d been growing up.
No...in the decade that had passed, he, too, had changed. While he was still quiet most of the time, having moved to the role of ambassador had given him a great deal of experience that had never been there before. It had actually been Navik’s job for the longest time, but he now spent most of his time advising Marix...and so it gave Alyx the chance to step up, and Marix could see in the way he looked just how it had changed him.
Presenting her with a rather concerned expression, Alyx cut her thoughts off and said, “I ran into Navik on the way here...he told me what happened. I...I heard wailing and didn’t want to disturb you after...after...”
As he trailed off, Marix found herself nodding. So he knew now, too. Not knowing what to say but feeling like she should say something, Marix decided to resort to something pointless and mostly off topic, “They both finally fell asleep a little while ago.”
“How are you doing?”
The question was not something Marix liked. Even with Jyren, that was a question that she rarely answered. The link could handle that just fine, and when it came to Alyx...well, he could read her well enough. They were twins, after all. No amount of distance through the years could get rid of that kind of connection between them. And so, she concluded he was asking it for her benefit, trying to get her to talk as Jyren had tried so many times...well, not just Jyren...everyone always did. It just came down to most people putting far too much value in words, as if they had any ability to truly convey how one felt.
When he didn’t get an answer, Alyx sighed and looked down at the floor, “I guess I already know the answer to that. I’m sorry, but I’m just trying to help.”
“I know you are,” Marix said quietly, then added under her breath, “But don’t apologize to me for it.”
That actually got a hint of a smile on Alyx’s face, which Marix was glad to see. He looked up to look her in the eyes again and tried a more direct approach, “I came here with bad news and when I ran into Navik he...told me what happened and I just...I don’t know what to do now,” he paused and bit his lip, and Marix just kept her mouth shut as she could feel he wasn’t finished. She was right, “It doesn’t make sense to me! Navik...Navik said Jyren is...dead. But you’re...”
“You know as well as I do that nothing in the galaxy is set in stone,” Marix cut in before he could go over the same point that had come to her from too many people already, including herself, “And you also knew Jyren very well. He did what he felt was right, as always...but...but it meant he had to go and add in his usual idealistic stupidity with it. Do you really think he would have done something like that, with full knowledge of what the consequences, and not find a way to keep all of it on himself?”
For a long few moments, Alyx watched her. She looked so...angry. He hadn’t seen her like that in so many years. It was terrifying, as it reminded him of what Faban Sunrunner had done to his sister when they were young. But this...this was different, and he could understand it more, “He was...human, Marix.”
“I know that, Alyx,” Marix nearly snapped at him, but managed to keep her tone light enough to not sound like she was going to kill him, “But he’d been so much like us lately. I should have known better with how he reacted to this damned war...”
It was now Alyx’s turn to watch his sister trail off into nothing. Silence took over, which was rather comforting for Marix, as she couldn’t hear the wailing of children in it. But then, Alyx decided to change the subject, and though it wasn’t anything positive, it was something different that he hoped would at least help Marix to focus her thoughts away from things that could not be changed, “I came here to give you an update on the Mrrakesh situation...”
“Navik told me,” she seemed happy for the change of subject, though Alyx could see no notable change in her expression, “What’s happened, Alyx?”
Marix’s brother sighed heavily and sat back this time, looking up towards the ceiling, “They settled a few small groups on the planets you loaned to them. Steady streams have come in the hours since that happened. But not long ago five of their attack cruisers crossed into other systems...occupied systems, and settled down. There was fighting on one planet, as it was a human system, and now the humans in the Empire are mustering what little weapons they have to fight to get their land back...”
“So what you’re telling me, Alyx, is that not only do we have the Yuuzhan Vong and the New Republic knowing exactly where the Gateway is with the situation with the Mrrakesh becoming even more tense...but now, we’re about to be drawn into an actual war with the Mrrakesh?”
Alyx bit his lip and continued to stare up at the ceiling. It took a few moments before he looked down again and leaned forward to meet her strong gaze, again. Even though it was his sister, Alyx found it hard to look at her when she was so...hard and cold like that. He’d enjoyed seeing her without those qualities in the past years...
“The humans don’t have much in the way of weapons...but...even though they were attacked first...” Alyx sighed heavily, “If they so much as fire on a Mrrakesh, you’re right. They will declare war on us in a second.”
Marix just stared at her brother, doing everything she could not to take out her anger on him. Damn the Mrrakesh...and damn the humans! They had lived in the Empire since the days the first Jedi had arrived thousands of years ago, with a small community that kept to themselves but also was part of the Alraxian Empire. And yet...yet they were still human. Damn them all! They were as bad as Jyren!
Tomorrow always came too quickly.
It had been a long night and Marix had managed maybe an hour of sleep, if that. While, for a time, that had been the norm...that was years ago. The twins no longer had constant screaming matches in the ungodly hours of the night. Even though Jyren had been the one to deal with those fits, normally, it didn’t mean the extremely loud noises didn’t wake her. But for the last few years, the twins had actually slept.
However, Andrea was simply continuing to demand to see Jyren, to which Marix had no real answer for. She could only do her best to try to distract the little girl, which was difficult after the previous day’s events and the fact that, when Andrea screamed, Saaran woke up and made things...more difficult. More than once during the night, Marix wondered why she had children.
But finally, when night had come much closer to morning, the twins both fell asleep. That was when she finally was able to get some sleep, though it wasn’t worth counting as Alraxia’s sun crept in not long after to put the light right on her face. Thankfully, though, Marix noted the twins were still asleep as she got to her feet and tried to get her thoughts under control. It was disturbingly difficult to not reach for the empty place where the link had been, and the fact that she had to continue to stop herself was getting even more frustrating.
When she exited the bedroom, Marix walked into the larger living area to see a new shape on one of the couches. It took her a moment, likely due to being so damned tired, but she realized that the white haired and black-striped Alraxian that was passed out there was her twin brother, Alyx. He was definitely asleep, but how long he’d been there was beyond her...which was almost terrifying. Marix always had a very good awareness of the area around her...and for Alyx to have been here long enough to fall asleep...
Marix sighed and had a seat in a chair next to him before reaching over with a foot and nudging him not-so-gently. As he was never a heavy sleeper, Alyx immediately reached by groaning and feebly swinging a hand at where her leg had been. He rolled over and, as he did, Marix caught sight of a half open eye looking around and trying to make sense of things while staying mostly asleep.
After another few moments, the eye looked up enough to see her, and his mind seemed to come to terms with the fact that sleep was no longer an option. When Alyx’s other eye opened, he made a noise that could have been anything from ‘good morning’ to ‘I’m going to kill you’.
“Good morning to you, too,” Marix mumbled, sitting back in her chair and waiting for him to wake up more.
For Alyx, that had never taken long. As the fuzziness faded from his eyes and his mind, Marix found herself proud of him all of a sudden. She’d sworn to be a better sister years ago, but...life had gotten in the way, as always. She was able to help him more, but with the twins and actually deciding to raise them themselves...it simply came down to her not doing what she’d really wanted to. But, despite that, Alyx wasn’t the timid, nervous, and all-together silent brother she remember that he’d been growing up.
No...in the decade that had passed, he, too, had changed. While he was still quiet most of the time, having moved to the role of ambassador had given him a great deal of experience that had never been there before. It had actually been Navik’s job for the longest time, but he now spent most of his time advising Marix...and so it gave Alyx the chance to step up, and Marix could see in the way he looked just how it had changed him.
Presenting her with a rather concerned expression, Alyx cut her thoughts off and said, “I ran into Navik on the way here...he told me what happened. I...I heard wailing and didn’t want to disturb you after...after...”
As he trailed off, Marix found herself nodding. So he knew now, too. Not knowing what to say but feeling like she should say something, Marix decided to resort to something pointless and mostly off topic, “They both finally fell asleep a little while ago.”
“How are you doing?”
The question was not something Marix liked. Even with Jyren, that was a question that she rarely answered. The link could handle that just fine, and when it came to Alyx...well, he could read her well enough. They were twins, after all. No amount of distance through the years could get rid of that kind of connection between them. And so, she concluded he was asking it for her benefit, trying to get her to talk as Jyren had tried so many times...well, not just Jyren...everyone always did. It just came down to most people putting far too much value in words, as if they had any ability to truly convey how one felt.
When he didn’t get an answer, Alyx sighed and looked down at the floor, “I guess I already know the answer to that. I’m sorry, but I’m just trying to help.”
“I know you are,” Marix said quietly, then added under her breath, “But don’t apologize to me for it.”
That actually got a hint of a smile on Alyx’s face, which Marix was glad to see. He looked up to look her in the eyes again and tried a more direct approach, “I came here with bad news and when I ran into Navik he...told me what happened and I just...I don’t know what to do now,” he paused and bit his lip, and Marix just kept her mouth shut as she could feel he wasn’t finished. She was right, “It doesn’t make sense to me! Navik...Navik said Jyren is...dead. But you’re...”
“You know as well as I do that nothing in the galaxy is set in stone,” Marix cut in before he could go over the same point that had come to her from too many people already, including herself, “And you also knew Jyren very well. He did what he felt was right, as always...but...but it meant he had to go and add in his usual idealistic stupidity with it. Do you really think he would have done something like that, with full knowledge of what the consequences, and not find a way to keep all of it on himself?”
For a long few moments, Alyx watched her. She looked so...angry. He hadn’t seen her like that in so many years. It was terrifying, as it reminded him of what Faban Sunrunner had done to his sister when they were young. But this...this was different, and he could understand it more, “He was...human, Marix.”
“I know that, Alyx,” Marix nearly snapped at him, but managed to keep her tone light enough to not sound like she was going to kill him, “But he’d been so much like us lately. I should have known better with how he reacted to this damned war...”
It was now Alyx’s turn to watch his sister trail off into nothing. Silence took over, which was rather comforting for Marix, as she couldn’t hear the wailing of children in it. But then, Alyx decided to change the subject, and though it wasn’t anything positive, it was something different that he hoped would at least help Marix to focus her thoughts away from things that could not be changed, “I came here to give you an update on the Mrrakesh situation...”
“Navik told me,” she seemed happy for the change of subject, though Alyx could see no notable change in her expression, “What’s happened, Alyx?”
Marix’s brother sighed heavily and sat back this time, looking up towards the ceiling, “They settled a few small groups on the planets you loaned to them. Steady streams have come in the hours since that happened. But not long ago five of their attack cruisers crossed into other systems...occupied systems, and settled down. There was fighting on one planet, as it was a human system, and now the humans in the Empire are mustering what little weapons they have to fight to get their land back...”
“So what you’re telling me, Alyx, is that not only do we have the Yuuzhan Vong and the New Republic knowing exactly where the Gateway is with the situation with the Mrrakesh becoming even more tense...but now, we’re about to be drawn into an actual war with the Mrrakesh?”
Alyx bit his lip and continued to stare up at the ceiling. It took a few moments before he looked down again and leaned forward to meet her strong gaze, again. Even though it was his sister, Alyx found it hard to look at her when she was so...hard and cold like that. He’d enjoyed seeing her without those qualities in the past years...
“The humans don’t have much in the way of weapons...but...even though they were attacked first...” Alyx sighed heavily, “If they so much as fire on a Mrrakesh, you’re right. They will declare war on us in a second.”
Marix just stared at her brother, doing everything she could not to take out her anger on him. Damn the Mrrakesh...and damn the humans! They had lived in the Empire since the days the first Jedi had arrived thousands of years ago, with a small community that kept to themselves but also was part of the Alraxian Empire. And yet...yet they were still human. Damn them all! They were as bad as Jyren!