Chapter 57: One Found, Another Lost
“We cannot go back,” Hansen said flatly. By now, the group had made it out of the city and to the path leading down from the plateau. Though they had not been spotted by anyone, and made it without any trouble, they had heard slugthrowers firing. When the sound stopped, worrying over what had happened started. It was quickly put to an end when Shadow pointed out she wasn’t dead. She did not add, however, that if Akan landed on his face one more time she was going to make his face hurt much harder when he got back.
Jen took one more look at the walls of Haladin before allowing Voort to help her onward. Shadow was right. If she was doing fine, it was proof that Akan was okay. She did not mention going back for Akan again, and simply did her best to make it down the steep slope of the path through the rocks. The splint on her leg, though crude, did its job perfectly. Shadow, Hansen, and Landau were moving quickly, but not so fast that it was impossible for Jen to keep up. Voort was part of that, but not all of it.
They were silent for the rest of the way back to the protected cave network that Hansen’s people lived in. Jen did notice that every so often Shadow’s expression would glaze over very slightly. A subtle hint that she was trying to speak with Akan. Jen didn’t completely understand how, but had noticed that expression on Shadow’s face before. Voort did take some time to explain what was going on, emphasizing that Hansen was someone they could trust.
Jen didn’t keep track of time well enough to know how long they had taken before finally arriving. She did know that it had been well over an hour, at least, and she was tired. Not having to say anything about this, Hansen indicated a room for each of them(something that wasn’t important upon their first arrival). Voort helped Jen to the bed, and once she’d sat down, she thanked him and asked, “Are we going to go back?”
He shrugged, “I doubt it will be easy to get back into the city now,” quickly, and almost awkwardly, Voort changed the subject, “Are you alright?”
It had been the first time he’d actually opened up and asked a question like that with that kind of tone. Nodding, Jen dusted herself off some and tried to forget about the bruises and scratches, “There’s something out in the desert.”
“Sadrak?” Voort asked, taking a seat next to her.
Jen shook her head, “Maybe, but I think there’s something else. Those...people are almost afraid of what it is. It seems like they’re doing everything out of fear.”
At this, Voort raised an eyebrow, “You think its worth checking out?”
This time, Jen nodded, “I’ve just got a feeling about it...can’t really explain it. Almost like...”
“...like something’s calling to you?” Voort suggested.
Jen eyes widened slightly at Voort’s words. Exactly what she’d hesitated to say. Again, she nodded slowly, “Exactly like that.”
Voort took a moment to think about this, and a hint of a smile crept onto his face, “Get some rest first. I’ll talk with Hansen and see what we can figure out.”
He then stood up, starting to leave. But he was stopped when Jen caught his arm. Turning around to ask what it was, Voort found that Jen was standing in front of him again. She smiled and embraced him. This wasn’t as much of a surprise as it should have been. Neither of them moved for a long time, but Voort eventually pulled back, “Get some rest, Jen.”
Slowly, Jen stepped away and sat down on the bed again. As Voort left the room, he heard her say, “Thank you.” very quietly.
Voort found his mind was strangely blank as he walked off towards the main room where he expected Hansen and Landau to be. He passed a few of the other former Imperials, finding that he still looked at them that way. Imperials. Honestly, he’d given up that life many years ago, but continued living it out of some strange nostalgia. Ever since Calina had died, the light had just left his life. He’d embraced the darkness even more than before, and now found himself feeling the true effects of it. It had eroded his family, his friends...his life. But now...maybe, just maybe, the light was back. Dim, yes, but light. He would not be sure until the situation with Akan was finalized. Hopefully, not in either of their deaths. He hoped for the light, but wasn’t sure he could reach for it anymore for fear of losing it again.
Finding Landau, Hansen, and even Shadow in that main room. Shadow was leaning back in an older looking chair with her eyes closed. She didn’t look asleep, but was somewhere near it. Upon seeing Voort, Landau said, “They sent out a team to the shuttle wreckage to salvage what they could.”
Voort took a seat and thought about this, remembering the things that were on board, “Hopefully there’s still something there to salvage.”
A silence then came over the table as the more important topic was avoided by all of them. Hansen was the first one to broach the subject, speaking carefully so as not to gather any ill feelings, “We can’t go back to Haladin.”
Both Voort and Landau had expected this, and nodded slowly. Landau was the next to speak, asking carefully, not sure if Shadow was listening, “So what do we do about the boy?”
Another silence. Landau risked a glance to Shadow, who had not moved. Or at least, he didn’t see that her ear had turned ever so slightly towards them to listen easier. Next it was Voort’s turn to speak, “There’s nothing we can do. What he did was stupid, but I think he knew that,” the man paused and closed his eyes a moment, “He is resourceful, though. Jen mentioned that she believes there is something else out in the desert besides Sadrak.”
“You think we should go and see for ourselves,” Hansen commented, knowing how Voort thought and correct in her assumption. She thought about this, and eventually said, “We’ve got an older landspeeder with modified intakes that don’t have trouble with the sand. It can seat four.”
Thus, the next problem. Hansen would have to go, as she knew the terrain well. Landau was just as experienced, and had good eyes for such a scouting job. Voort wanted to go, and saw no reason why he shouldn’t. But Jen was injured, and it probably wasn’t a good idea for her to travel.
“Take Jen with you,” Shadow said suddenly, not having moved and still showing no signs of really paying attention to anything they were talking about. Slowly, she opened her right eye and gave Voort a casual look, “I’ll go get Jedi boy out of whatever mess he’s gotten into.”
Hansen started to protest, but Voort waved her silent, saying instead, “Good luck.”
“I’ll need it,” Shadow grumbled as she leaned forward and then got to her feet. She started towards the exit, then paused and ran a hand through her hair, “Do me a favor. Next time Akan tries to show off or do his heroic ‘I’m a Jedi’ thing, hit him. Alright?”
Voort laughed, “Only if I can do the same to you, animal.”
For some reason, she laughed too, “I’ll keep that in mind, Imperial.”