Koln's relieved to see that Ruby is taking it pretty well. He has to stifle his own chuckling at the situation and at Ruby's comment about performing tricks, at least 'playing dead' would be pretty easy. It is becoming more and more obvious to him every night that they are slowly becoming less human and more vampiric. What scares him is that his friends will be no more, and in their place will be a gangrel and a ventrue, both enemies...
Still, a part of his friends may remain... it is settled then, not now (and hopefully not anytime soon!) but when it comes to that point, when all that remains of Clover and Ruby are just their human shells, he will have to do the greatest favor one can do for his friends, kill them both.
They will probably not understand... they may even fight him, but they will both thank him in the end. He is definately not crazy, oh no, for once his mind is so clear... for now he must do his best to enjoy his time with Clover and Ruby while their personalities remain.
He feels Socrates stirring in his breast pocket and he remembers his personal vow to never let anyone harm them, how can he even think about killing his friends?! How could he even think about existing without Ruby?! Ok ok ok ok! NOW it is settled! He must kill them both and THEN kill himself! Or what if he switches up the order? Kill himself THEN kill his friends! Yes, cunning... er no no, he promised Ruby he wouldn't...
The entire time Koln just has a dumb grin on his face... he silently mumbles, "I'm so




ed up..."