Once Koln and Ruby leave the room Mindy checks the door to make sure that it is locked (wouldn't want any crazy priests breaking in)! Mindy sits on Clover's bed and sighs. "I've been thinkin' about what happened last night and this whole vampire thing. I believe you Angie, I believe that you are a vampire even though I don't understand why or how. Do you even understand? I realize that you saved my life last night when that guy stabbed me. You healed me with yer blood! I'm indebted to you fer that. But one thing that troubles me is my attachment to you? Am I yer slave or something? Is this how things are suppos'd to be? And for all eternity?"
Tears start to well up in Mindy's eyes.
Clover watched her friends leave then became unnervingly stoic. She didn't mean to yell at
Ruby necessarily. She would have to remember to apologize later.
Quietly, she listened to Mindy's concern. She stood with her back to the Texan, her hands clasped businesslike behind her back as she listened. Then, when she smelled salt in the air and heard the beginnings of a sob, Clover felt her ashen heart wrench in pain.
Monster!
How could she have done this to Mindy? To her roommate? The only one at this damned school who had ever shown her any genuine kindness? Who had innately picked up the signals. The warnings that something wasn't right. That Clover might do something rash. And who tried to save her?
Her lip curled in a hardened half-grin. Well, if this was the payment for kindness, she would have to remember to warn people not to do her any favors in the future!
She turned slowly and faced the girl, unsure of how to answer, "Mindy... I... don't really know where to begin. Do I understand any of
what? Being a vampire? Hardly. Sometimes I don't believe it myself. Something I think... why don't I just walk out into the sun? Prove it to myself once and for all? Heh. But then, you know all about my
tendencies. However... as for this attachment... I know it has to do with my
blood. For example..." she hesitated, "...when I was...
turned into this on Halloween, Ruby gave me some of her blood to keep me from... going nuts. Since then, I've felt indebted to her. Probably the way you feel towards me."
Clover shrugged, waited a moment, then began to pace. She was using the pacing as a way to think but--worrying that she might frighten Mindy like a cat taunting a mouse--finally stood still and faced the girl again, "But I never meant for things to go so far! I know I already apologized for the stabbing thing. I never would have put you in any real danger had I known! I only needed your help in talking to the banker. That was... all I wanted..."
She bit her lip, hesitated, "But there's still a couple more favors to ask. Things that we can't
do. Daytime things. Mindy, I need your
help. And you're the only one we...
I can trust. To be fair, though, you can go whenever you wish. I won't make you take my blood. I think you can go back to being
normal if you stop drinking it. But until you opt out of my service, I think this is best. After all, if you had just agreed to help with the bank and
weren't bound to me... and you had gotten
stabbed like you did..."
Her face spoke desperately to Mindy, urging her to finish the sentence that she could no longer stomach.