hawkeyefan
Legend
What I just do not understand how people's minds work, if they can just use rules as substitutes for actual arguments and things that evoke feelings.
Like we've been arguing about this here for pages. If I suddenly say 38 will it make you agree with my stance?
If I say scary 27, will it make you feel fear?, if I say funny 32, will it make you laugh?
I just do not understand how this can work, unless you just play from some detached third person perspective, instead of trying to inhabit the viewpoint and feelings of your character.![]()
Because most of the time, I don’t feel the events of play the way my character does. Certainly not to the extent or depth that they do, anyway. Nor do I expect that most of us do.
I had a character in The Between… Clara Norhurst. She was a pretty complicated character, and while I had sympathy for her at times, there were other times she terrified me. Things that she found acceptable or maybe necessary were, to me, absolutely horrible. It was “The Mother” playbook, which is very much like a Dr. Frankenstein, to “The Child”, an NPC that the Mother has created. I decided to go with a literal mother-child type relationship.
We learned over time that the child was very much designed to replace an actual daughter that was lost to her. At times during play, the child wound up in danger… and while I as a player may have felt some small amount of worry about this, it was only in the context of the game. I didn’t feel like a parent at risk of losing a child again…nor would I want to. Why would I want to experience actual trauma?
And at the same time as portraying Clara, I was also fascinated by the idea of what would happen if she lost the Child… a feeling the character would not have shared.
I want to inhabit the character to a point. Because while I am portraying and inhabiting the character, I’m also partly an audience member, wondering what she’ll do next. Having absolute control over everything she does? Doesn’t really appeal for the kind of game The Between is. Nor does absolute control sound like the kind of person Clara was.






