Sorry to hear about your loss Death is a hard thing to have to deal with. I hope you can reflect on this event, in the future some time, and say that you are the stronger for it.
On the same note, here's (so long as I got this Search function working right) Widowmaker's/Patrick's last post. He was keeping with his passion, running a pbp game here on EN World.
"As darkness starts to creep in, the sounds of horses and encampment can be heard not far ahead. Maybe one to two hills away you figure are the people you are looking for."
Here's hoping he finds whatever he was looking for