If that's my only option, I'd rather play a nice game of chess.
*laugh* Well, I'm not saying your life isn't supposed to be good from time to time. My view of suffering isn't what every other tragic fantasy novel shakes at our faces. You could have a happy family and a loving wife and still suffer because you're fighting evil. I just don't think it's plausible for a person so devoted to an ideal to have an easy life.
But the bottom line? This is D&D. You can do whatever you want with your paladin, and I won't care as long as you don't post about it here, asking for my opinion. I don't even think all paladins need to be iconic or subscribe to an unattainable ideal--that's just how I prefer my D&D paladins to be. I only rarely play D&D though (90% of the time, we just make up our own rules), and I've never played a paladin, so it's partially a moot point.
EDIT: Just to clarify, I didn't mean that every paladin has to constantly struggle with his faith and budding dismay for his god or goddess. I'm just saying that logically a paladin, being human (or at least demi-human

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