James Heard
Explorer
Eating the expedition leader because you're infected with a horrific curse is easier on the conscience than giving into certain morally ambiguous notions you might have have had when the adventure began. Basically she's about as far from her past as she's likely to get on Khorvaire and it's still a problem. She's rationalizing, mentally prepping herself for abandoning this whole idea of being a better person and going back to what she was before - even worse, if she has to.