Loviana: Half-Nymph/Female (Unfettered/Bondblade)
* The morning finds Loviana tried and sleepy, though it was mainly the effect of the warm bed and the fact that she had stayed awake far longer than Orshallan had. *
~ The Previous Night ~
* When they had finished exhausting each other via lovemaking Loviana had giving Orshallan a tender kissed on the forehead as she slipped from the bed to quickly cleaned up. *
* When she returned a few short minutes latter it was no surprise that Orshallan was fast asleep, her success in the past had often depended on her ability to outlast mark and now it was simply second nature. *
* After watching her dearly loved sleep his peaceful sleep for a few minutes Loviana moves quietly and gracefully through his bedroom to his simple desk, where she takes out a single piece of parchment and quill. Her keen eyes allow her to see her words as she scribbles them quietly upon the parchment. *
* Her words and thoughts are intended for only one person, the only person she had loved before Orshallan, but it was a different type of love, the love one has for there mother and in Loviana’s case, not her true mother but Eloma, her former High Painmistress. *
Mother,
Eloma, I’ve always looked upon you, as a daughter should towards her mother, but I’ve never addressed you as one and I realize this is my last chance, I honestly hope that it brings you some comfort in your pending anger.
I know you will always be furious and disappointed with me, Mother. I truly wish I could change that, but I know you to well mother, its forever an impossibility now. It’s been an impossibility since that fateful day in the back alley where I was gored, grievously wounded and left for death.
I accepted death mother, I had miscalculated and Loviatar saw me punished for it, but I had already meet Orshallan and fate wasn’t done with me. I was found and brought before Orshallan who had already started to fall for me.
In his love for a stranger he found the strength to pray for a miracle. A miracle mother! I know that Loviatar grants them but I’ve never experienced one before… It was the strangest thing, my healed body was so imbued with holy power that I suffered from the strangest dreams, I dreamed of the afterlife, I dreamed of a light that warmed the body and the soul, of love, not of the act mother but of the emotion, and I dreamed of the love of a man.
I admit that I fell for him, that I love him deeply now and that I shall always love him, but I preformed as admirably as I could in my position. You see mother, while I was unconscious Orshallan realized I was not the simple girl I pretended to be, yet I was able to continue to distract him and finally he admitted his love but asked who I was.
I answered truthfully, though I’ve never nor will I give any of our secrets, and still he loved me! I’ve never felt so elated; we struggled with accepting each other and when I thought it would never work, I was so close to coming home mother, I truly was but I couldn’t accept failing you for nothing. I was so shocked when Orshallan chose me, and love, over his position of High Righteousness.
I wish you would you would look back upon me with love and pride, I didn’t fail mother, I have distracted Orshallan completely though it has cost me also… Simply put it has cost me the mother I have always known and though I have chosen Orshallan and love please do not think I love you any less.
I know of the mark mother, I hope it’s your love that allowed me escape with a simple warning for now… Though Loviatar has reclaimed her gifts from me, so there is nothing neither of us could do to protect me now. If, when as I doubt I can run forever, I am captured I shall ask for you mother.
I know you will make me cry from the pain you will so lovingly inflect upon me, but know that I will also cry in joy, for I will have returned to my mother who will loving make me cry till death takes me.
Forever your daughter,
Loviana
* Her letter done Loviana quickly seals it with wax and she seals it with her signet, a not so simple charm that she wears on her necklace and quietly joins her love in bed. *
~ Present Time ~
* With Orshallan’s good morning kiss Loviana reminds him how wonderful he was the last night before and then she quickly heads to apply her own disguise. It bothers her deeply, as she has no desire in her vanity to appear common but she dyes her hair blonde, the most common color due to Andeluvay northern position. *
* Pulling a simple gown out, Loviana quickly dresses as she looks upon Orshallan trying to judge her sudden change in appearance. With a quick kiss and loving smile she agrees as she places the letter in Orshallan’s confused hand.*
“I’m ready now my love, could you have this delivered tomorrow to the Explorer’s Torch, it’s a rowdy tavern, not really your cup of tea my dear but I feel obligated to say goodbye to someone important, I think of her as the mother I never knew…”