Kallithyia: Palmaid/Female (Amazon)
RA: [sblock]* Kallithyia looked up from the floor slightly confused, had she not confessed her love in the throes of passion like she thought she had? She could only assume she hadn’t based upon Catullus’ compassionate reaction instead of the fiery angry one she would have expected if he knew the truth… His Lynestra meant everything to him and she had no doubt dishonored him in her eyes… No that was not true, a wave of irritation from her angry unsatisfied body told her that she had only been close to dishonoring him, her body still craved him, they hadn’t consummated their emotions. *
“It’s okay,” Kallithyia said softly, her emerald eyes transfixed upon him as she was worried he would blame himself for her actions but as much as she knew it was wrong she couldn’t bring herself to be honest with him. He would more than likely reject her, she was just a warrior and a slave with little to offer as a wife, and it wasn’t like she could take the worlds back after she spoke them, so she did what she had to so she could stay close to him, “really, Catullus, it was nothing you did in particular but, your right, we should move more slowly and talking would be nice…”
* Kallithyia hated her weakling nature, her mouth developed a bad taste, and she wanted nothing more than to take a bath… She felt more than just dirty, soiled to the soul, how could she lie to the man she loved by letting him think that the most wonderful, eye opening, moment of her life had been a flashback to a rape? * [/sblock]