Courage is not the absence of fear, its the willingness to stand to despite your fear, and it looks like you've got tons of it--which puts you well on your way. Fortune favours the daring, and by the sounds of your post you've got the right attitude, and I've no doubt you'll do just fine.
Sincere best wishes on your endeavour, Dakkareth.
Sincere best wishes on your endeavour, Dakkareth.