Mark,
My condolences to you and your family on your mother's passing from this life. I only learned about it when I visited your forums tonight. It is hard to say goodbye to someone you love, even when you know the end is near.
Your mom sounds like she was a remarkable woman, loving and committed to her family. You have been strong for her and your family. Now is the time to mourn and grieve. In time, I hope that your mother's memory will be a source of strength and comfort for you.
I have buried too many people I have loved after long and painful illnesses. I have learned that despite the pain and sorrow, my loved ones remain in my heart, a source of strength and comfort. Take comfort in knowing that your mother was surrounded by people who loved her, and that she is beyond all pain and suffering. Take comfort in the fact that you did all that you could and were a source of strength and comfort when she needed you most. Remember that love endures all things, and the love your mother felt for you will be with you always.
Mark, I am here for you if you need someone to talk to about this. Since you announced your mom's illness, I prayed for her, you, and your family. I will keep you in my thoughts and my prayers.
May the Source of peace send peace to all who mourn and comfort to all who are bereaved.
William