Musings of the Morose

[Drasche]

I'm here again.

I came back for something else,
But I'm still here, waiting for you to say something

The silence cuts so deep
I can't stand this incredible pain
Leaving again is the only option, isn't it?

You're going to do it, aren't you?
Against my ardent warning, against my once burning feelings
Crashing through the gates of reason
Making foolish decision after foolish decision

When I walked away I was bleeding profusely
My heart had been rent by your actions
Your words severed the line between your heart and mine
It didn't seem to phase you, except that you had been caught
No sympathy for a broken man draining into the gutter

So I left for a time, trying to recover from the deception
The agony simply wouldn't go away at first
Living a life apart for some time has helped
But the scar will always remain

Many friends tell me to find another lover
They think it will cure my ache
And surely I won't complain as much

Perhaps they are right, but I'm not ready
I don't want to hurt any woman the way you hurt me

O! to walk away, and never again feel this way.

~Drasche Borgannah