John, my condolences. I am glad you got to see her again, though. Don't take that e-mail address off just yet, though. I had my mother's still-full cigarette-holding cup in my room for a year after she passed, and I didn't even smoke.
Be strong John. It was only this year that I finally removed my loves email address from Outlook. She passed away three years ago. It was a small reminder, and one I could not bear to take away for a long time. My heart is with you in this time.